The Warriors of Pleasures

1. The Language of Pain

Mean is a synonym of it hurts

Insane is a synonym of I'm in pain

Crazy is similar to I'm way too stressed

Horrible is often very deep suffering talking

When someone calls you "problematic"

They might be saying "I don't get your pain"

When they label you "foolishly unstable"

They might mean "your emotions scare me"

When you hear "you're too sensitive"

Listen for "I can't hold this much feeling"

When they say "you're being overly dramatic"

Hear "I need you to be smaller, so I can feel safe"

Notice how we've learned to weaponize

The very fragilities that could heal us

How we've turned pain into shame

And suffering into unforgivable sin

What if every harsh word you've received

Was actually a simple mistranslation

Of someone's inability to witness

The depth of your human experience

What if every judgment you've made

Was your own profound pain speaking

In the only language it knew listening

The language of protection and fear

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2. The Invitation to Witness

Before you judge someone

Think about those connections

Before you shame the "mean and crazy"

Make sure you can feel why they are like that

Before you condemn their suffering

As stupid, irresponsible and so inhuman

Make sure you are not talking about yourself

Make sure you are not looking in your own mirror

Can you feel the trembling behind their anger

Can you sense the terror beneath their control

Can you witness the crying fragmented heart

That beats inside their strong defensive walls

This is not about excusing harmful behavior

This is about seeing the human underneath

The strategies, the masks, the protective armor

That we all wear when we get stuck in much pain

Try compassion before blaming

Try to listen before overthinking

Try empathy instead of reasons

Dare to fall in love despite fears

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3. The Seduction of Judgment

If you use your inner power to judge

You already play your role of some God

You are not that human, you are now authority

At least in your head you are, if you dare to judge

There's a mysterious pleasure in judgment

An addictive drug-like high in being right

A temporary relief from our own pain

When we focus on the pain of others

Judgment promises us safety

If I can categorize you as wrong

Then I can categorize myself as right

And right people don't usually get hurt

But this is the cruelest illusion

Because the more we judge life

The more we separate ourselves

From the very love we're seeking

Naked judgment is very interesting strategy

To unlock the supreme levels of power game

When you use it as a tool to overpower fears

Get ready for a very exciting ride in shadows

When you judge others on behalf of your God

To better escape your own very human demons

Be ready to be surrounded by many funny Gods

Who will be judging you with very similar pleasure

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4. From Judgment to Creation

Do you think judgment is a gift of reason

Is it a privilege of being smart, civilized

Do you really believe that logic is divided

On good or bad, black or white, zero or one

Here's what they don't teach you very skillfully

Judgment and discernment are not the same

Discernment says this doesn't work for me

Judgment says this is wrong and you are bad

Discernment creates powerful boundaries

Judgment creates prisons and sad slaves

Discernment protects your inner energy

Judgment attacks someone else's worth

You can say no without making someone wrong

You can leave without destroying their essence

You can disagree without declaring a stupid war

You can protect yourself without attacking others

Judgment is the mother of raw creativity

It pushes your soul to self-transcendence

It wakes up your power of the innate creator

For you to be able to respond from your source

But here's the secret they don't tell you

Judgment is creativity in its infant form

It's your soul's attempt to create change

But it might be using the tools of destruction

When you judge, you're saying

I want something different to exist

But you're trying to create through negation

Instead of creating through multiplication of love

Real creation doesn't destroy what came before

It skillfully transforms it into something new

Real creation doesn't fight the darkness

It literally makes passionate love to it

When you have access to this magic source

And when you know you are the co-creator

You will drop all the strategies of judgment

Because creative power will be more exciting

Instead of saying this is wrong

You start asking what wants to be born

Instead of saying you should change your core

You start asking how I can love this transformation

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5. The Choice Between Human and Divine

It's easier to be human

It's simpler to be humble

It's funnier to be innocent

It's different than to be God

God practices the power of judgment

And he becomes accountable for that

He will be responsible no matter what

This is the disadvantage of such role

So, choose very wisely your intentions

Do you want to be human or God-like

Be clear in your head and your heart

About this simple, yet deep question

If you choose to be an ordinary human

You get the chance to be very imperfect

You get to not know everything all at once

You get to learn in play and make mistakes

You get to receive love and offer the same

You get to be held and to hold beloved ones

But if you choose to become a God-like master

You take on much more complex responsibilities

Of holding all perspectives as meaningful

Of loving without condition or intention

Of seeing the truth behind all illusions

Of forgiving what seems unjustifiable

A being thinking and acting like he is God

Should also have a heart that corresponds

If you are not able to feel, forgive and love

Don't even bother to become superhuman

The real power comes from the heart

You have as much of it as you can love

Your level of godliness depends entirely

On how much you can hold pain in care

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6. The Intelligence of Heart and Mind

If you judge suffering of other humans

You are not yet a smart or civilized being

You are just a coward, probably an asshole

Who uses sorrow of others to hide your fears

Before you open your throat to judge

Ask yourself from where you are talking

Is it your heart who dictates its new love song

Or is it your head who is in panic from confusion

Learning to distinguish among these voices

Is perhaps the most important skill to master

A human being who can develop such listening

Navigates safely between wisdom and reactivity

Knowing the difference between both

The mental fear and the heart desire

Is a super sophisticated self-control

It takes a lot of suffering to fully get it

The mind speaks from deep fear

What if I'm not safely loved

What if I'm not enough

What if they hurt me

The heart speaks from a different space

What if we could understand each other

What if there's another way to be in love

What if we can trust even if being scared

What if this person is doing their best

What if true love is the only possibility

What if they need some real intensity

To be able to open their heart in depth

Sometimes we don't actually know

And that's perfectly okay and fine

Sometimes heart prefers silence

And head pretends to talk like soul

Sometimes it's truly confusingly hilarious

You think you are the compassion itself

And you simply don't understand why

Others declare silly wars to your mind

When you're confused, get more curious

Ask your body what it already knows now

Feel into the sensation behind your words

Is there tightness or is there spaciousness

The intelligence of the heart

Doesn't need any validation

It doesn't care to be rational

It can only know or... not yet

It doesn't argue with nonsense

It doesn't convince of the truth

Heart doesn't ask for approval

It simply shares what it desires

The heart wisdom has its own deep logic

That the mind cannot yet completely grasp

It operates in unknown paradoxical mysteries

In the language of wild feelings and sensations

The heart can hold many contradictions

Can love someone and set boundaries

Can forgive, can desire and still say no

Can be tender and remain powerful still

How to forgive the most unforgivable

How to find faith in naked suffering

How to create with compassion

How to desire without revenge

It's up to you to listen, to feel or to not

It's up to you to decide and to choose

Which voice has more meaning to you

Your terrified mind or your naive heart

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7. The Escape to Nowhere

Sometimes we want to get rid of

Our own values and core principles

Because they make us suffer so much

So, we use our mind to overpower heart

At first it might feel very tasty to your ego

It's a free inflation of it with mental bullshit

But wait before you fly too high and too fast

Before getting a proper parachute or wings

Because the fall might be as much exciting

The gravity down is much heavier than up

The hard soil hurts more than airy clouds

Be wise about where you fly, why and how

The mind promises us escape from feeling

Just contemplate your way out of pain

Just rationalize your way to happiness

Just positively think about your way to love

But here's what the mind doesn't tell you

Every emotion has intelligent wisdom

Every feeling has a precious message

Every sensation has effective guidance

When you try to flee from your humanity

You lose access to your greatest talents

Your intuition, your innocent creativity

Your capacity for simple connections

Some believe they can escape the field

They can go so far, directly into universe

To be forever free, powerful or whatever

They think open space is safer than here

Oh, how delusional those beings are

Of believing the void is made of pure light

With some sexy unicorns in colorful feathers

Jumping from cloud to cloud on funny rainbows

The deep universe and the open space

Are worse than your darkest idea of hell

There is no such thing as kind mercy or pity

Up there you operate in a unique set of rules

Everything can exist in the void of space

The divine beauty and exalting pleasures

And the most intense extreme of tension

And the black holes and the dark matter

And the wild explosions of supernovas

And the improbable fusions of galaxies

And all the mysteries of life, death, time

And other stuff you are not yet ready for

In the interconnected realm, all our emotions

Are not opposites, more like dance partners

They create everything that exists here

Through their eternal play of desires

Laws of universe are almost the same

As the ones our Nature adores using

Love and Fear are the words they use

They don't care about the good or bad

Their moral is based on raw pleasure

It has nothing to do with conditioning

It doesn't operate in rational analytics

They simply feel it inside or they don't

Universal love isn't always gentle

Sometimes it's fierce and intense

Sometimes it destroys to emerge

Sometimes it burns to cleanse

When you look for unlimited potential

When you desire the full sovereignty

When you seek authentic freedom

Ask yourself before why you want it

Because if your why is too narcissistic

You will suffer greatly in your heaven

Made of unlimited power in craziness

That will make you regret your wishes

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8. The Embodiment of Pleasure

Pleasure is purely instinctual and wild

It's not intuitive or somehow inspired

It's more visceral, chaotic, unknown

Pleasure is embodied form of love

And love has many shades and colors

Love can be or become the impossible

Love can be magically beautiful, exciting

And it can also be sad in painful sorrow

Pleasure is not just sexual or sensual

Though sex is one of its expressions

Pleasure is the feeling of being alive

Of being present in your body and life

It's the pleasure of a deep breath

After holding your weight too long

It's the pleasure of liberated tears

After holding in your grief too tight

It's the pleasure of saying no without any guilt

When you've been saying yes to please others

It's the pleasure of saying yes with each cell

When you've been so much afraid to want

So how do you ensure your dear love

Doesn't hurt pure essence of others

How do you offer your huge kindness

Without fragmenting the fragile souls

Give them pleasure, not judgment

Dare to ask for the same from them

It's not about perfect performance

It's about vulnerability of the desire

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9. The Practice of Deep Inquiry

What do you truly and really want

Why exactly do you want it now

Ask that why at least five times

And feel the answers in your body

This is not an intellectual procedure

This is a journey into your innate core

Where your deepest truths have fun

Where your authentic desires reside

Sense the longing and the resistance

Welcome both with same compassion

Ask your inner system to support you

While navigating in such deep forests

Your body is much wiser than you think

It's perfectly optimized in nice equilibrium

Your inner heart is smarter than your brain

Desires are much faster than any reason

Your body knows what you need

Before your mind has figured it out

Your body moves toward what's healing

And away from what's harmful or useless

Why would you even start an argument

Between desire and unconditional love

Why do you prefer the cruel judgment

Instead of your pure anodyne desires

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10. The Wars of Gods and Humans

You think human war is super crazy wild

With humanity becoming inhumanly mean

Now how do you believe real Gods are fighting

If they are already immortal with unlimited power

Do you think it's always beautiful, nice and kind

Do you think they forgive and let go that easily

Do you think they stop because you are scared

Do you think you can play this one like a coward

The wars between divine forces

Are not fought with old weapons

They are fought with consciousness

With the power of pure mind attention

They don't fight over territory or freedom

They fight over the right to fully be, become

They fight to better love, to transform it deeper

They fight for coherence, not really for themselves

If you play with simple egos, you'll deal with usual

But if you dare to provoke a deeper soul or its God

If your sovereignty serves to overpower our Nature

Get ready for a wild war with both, hell and heaven

If you are arrogant or naive enough to start a fight

With complex systems of beliefs of other beings

You are seeking a very adventurous power trip

Make sure you are well equipped for this ride

Maybe you wonder if you'll have enough bombs

To protect your territory from those you abused

But I can tell you already the funny, silly secret

Gods use very different strategies to play wars

They don't give a shit about your military skills

They are not scared of your nuclear capacities

Gods don't fight like bloody soldiers or victims

Their weaponry is psychic, mental and invisible

Gods play mainly inner wars, not external battles

They use manipulation or corruption to empower

They transform naked violence into authenticity

They play with power of pure love, not their force

And sometimes raw love hurts more than a bomb

Sometimes you prefer to fight to not suffer more

Sometimes it's easier to judge, to destroy, to kill

Than to surrender to such simple pleasure game

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11. The Alchemy of Shadow and Power

We all have some moments in our experience

Sometimes we want to be cared for like slaves

Sometimes we want to dominate, to be master

Sometimes we want to slap or to be slapped

These are not shameful desires

These are the psyche's way

Of trying to process power

Of trying to heal old wounds

Some use methodology of war to fill those needs

And some are much smarter, they prefer kinky sex

They play roles of full submission and domination

They attach their bodies and use leather whips

They welcome their forbidden, nasty desires

They transform them into a form of pleasure

And they basically use sexuality as a strategy

To create safe space for emotional processing

The shadow contains everything we've rejected

Everything we've deemed unacceptable or rude

But the shadow also contains our tasty powers

Our passion, our creativity, our life force, our joy

They literally use fun sex to heal themselves

From past traumas and misleading futures

They consider sexual stimulation magical

That could be used in limitless possibilities

However, be very careful in these kind of games

The explicit consent and unconditional respect

Are more than necessary, they are mandatory

If you seek divine pleasure, and not to abuse

You cannot dominate or attach to the wall

To intensively slap any ass you would like

If they are not looking for the same game

You are better to find someone who does

Some people genuinely want to be attached

Some to be dominated with permitted abuse

Some are having very mind-blowing orgasms

By playing some sexy wars in their bedrooms

The sacred and the profane are not opposites

They are different faces of the same energy

The multidimensional power of life itself

Expressing itself through us, our desires

Some people judge healthy sadomasochism

While encouraging real genocides and wars

They go to work to produce smart bombs

But tell their wives that fun sex is shameful

They are ready to fly over sea to kill someone

To evacuate their numbed rage or stuck anger

To feel in their bodies the naked sense of power

To make love, to rape those who don't want them

But your own pervert wife might be sad at home

Desperately wanting to be loved with your power

To be chased, to be slapped and properly fucked

For the purpose of pleasure, but you prefer wars

Who is more cleverly sexy, who is way smarter

A soldier in the uniform in the tank somewhere

Or the man who is around and can fulfill desires

Of the beings they are wanting to love the most

This is the great paradox of our time

We've made real violence acceptable

While deemed pleasure so shameful

We've made war noble and love dirty

We've taught people to be afraid

Of their own authentic desires

While encouraging them to kill

To destroy without honor or care

We've created a shared reality

Where it's easier to judge someone

Than to fully love them and try to feel their pain

Where destruction is more acceptable than creation

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12. The Orgasmic Revolution

There is another path to experience

This primal need for intense power

This biological drive to compete

This ancient urge to just conquer

Instead of conquering unknown spaces

Why not conquer your own limitations

Instead of defeating scared enemies

Why not defeat your own self-doubt

Instead of dominating others

Why not mastering your own craft

Instead of destroying silly competition

Why not create something you truly want

Competition becomes an erotic collaboration

Sexual energy is same as creative power

The same force that creates babies

Can create art, poetry, music, etc.

The intensity you feel when you want someone

Can create businesses, movements, revolutions

When you know how to overpower the other wisely

You can teach them how to make love to entire reality

The same passion that drives you

To prove you're smarter than others

Can provoke you to become more open

Probably more than you could even imagine

This is an orgasmic type of competition

Wild love battles that create more life

Rather than destroying what is dead

Competition seeds new emergence

When you compete from this place

You're not trying to make others lose

You're trying to make the whole game

More beautiful, more alive, more sexy

You're competing with the same energy

That lovers use to pleasure each other

The goal is not to defeat or to wound

But to inspire a more majestic desire

Think of jazz musicians

Trading solos back and forth

But in a way that makes the music

More beautiful for everyone listening

Think of hot lovers making sweet love

Each trying to bring the other to the sky

With more pleasure than they've ever felt

Competing with the most desirable senses

The most present is the most fully alive

This is the funniest kind of opposition

That makes every seed much stronger

That pushes everyone to a nice orgasm

There's a clever secret most people

Don't know about powerful success

About achievement, about winning

About reaching higher performance

The same vibration that builds

Toward sexually ultimate climax

Can build toward any culmination

In your creative life and in your soul

The same principles of buildup

Of tension, release or change

Of surrender and explosion

Of letting flow into trance

You can apply this logic to your own art

To your business, to your relationships

To any project you want to see emerge

Into the world of our collective dreams

But consider the crucial difference here

In your destructive competition schemes

You're trying to build a senseless tension

By creating empty conflicts with others

But, in orgasmic competition though

You're building a different resistance

By creating a conflict with mediocrity

By refusing to settle for less than love

You're not fighting against others

You're not fighting for excellence

You're not trying to destroy or kill

You're trying to create something

The tension builds as you push

Against your own old limitations

As you reach for deeper summits

Just beyond your current capacity

The tension builds as you refine

And refine and refine even more

Until what you're cocreating here

Is exactly what it wants to be now

And then comes the release

The moment of completion

The orgasmic satisfaction

Of powerful coexistence

This is how the universe creates magic

Through this principle of accumulation

And release of tension into final surrender

Or raw transformation into blissful creation

This is how stars and suns are born

How galaxies shape their systems

How our life emerges from chaos

How beauty comes from struggle

There's an ancient technology

That our culture has forgotten

The sacred prostitute mastery

That uses sex to heal all nation

To transform and to regenerate

It's not prostitution as we know it

Rooted in desperation and exploitation

But the sacred use of creative power wisely

To awaken consciousness in tenderness

To heal trauma while offering softness

The proper sacred prostitute knows

That sexual energy is a wild magic

That pleasure is a potent medicine

That orgasm leads to true brilliance

That our bodies are very mysterious

That sex is a pretty power of creation

And there's another archetype

That pairs with this one so often

The warrior artist of raw rebellion

Who uses creativity to overpower

The war against unconsciousness

That fun warrior artist doesn't fight

Against some individuals or nations

But against ignorance and suffering

Against ugliness and painful despair

Against the forces that diminish life

The warrior artist uses innocence

As a weapon against vengeance

Uses truth as a weapon against lies

Uses love as a weapon against shame

Uses creativity as a weapon against war

Uses imagination as a tool to build future

When the sacred prostitute soul

Meets the warrior artist of heart

Something magical might happen

Creativity could become unstoppable

Sexual energy becomes creative power

Competition becomes collaboration

Conflict becomes transcendence

War becomes an honorable art

This is what our world needs

More sacred partners of wild love

Who aren't afraid of their innate power

Who aren't ashamed of their deep desires

Who use their bodies and sexuality

To heal themselves, hold the world

And more warrior artists of change

Who aren't afraid to be transparent

Souls who fight with illusory beauty

Who compete with numbed love

Who conquer with intelligence

Who abuse you while smiling

Here's what they don't yet teach you

About true power and real success

The most sustainable supremacy

Comes from pleasure, not force

Force burns out so reckless

But pleasure regenerates

Force creates resistance

Pleasure creates magnetism

When you build your success

On the foundation of pleasure

On doing what brings you alive

On cocreating what excites you

You tap into an unlimited source

Of powerful energy and inspiration

You become attractive for no reason

People simply want to be around you

Not because you're so powerful

But because you're juicy alive

This is the easy technology

Of pleasure-based reason

Instead of pushing against resistance

You play with it, you hold it in soft care

Instead of forcing closed doors to open

Try singing your love song to the window

Instead of competing to win

You compete to play with fun

Instead of working to survive

You work according to desire

Instead of succeeding to prove something

You succeed to express something else

This requires a wise fundamental shift

From scarcity to abundance mindset

From raw fear to pure love

From violence to compassion

It requires you to trust completely

That the universe wants you to succeed

That life wants to overflow through you

That your deep innate pleasure serves

The greater version of what's possible

When you dare to operate from there

Your competition becomes your inspiration

Your obstacles become your raw material

Your failures become your dear teachers

Your success becomes your best service

Imagine running a business

The same way you make love

With aware presence, with passion

With divine pleasure to everyone involved

Imagine creating products, gifts

That make people moan with delight

That satisfy needs they didn't know they had

That leave them feeling more alive, more whole

Imagine participating in a fine team

That can orchestrate future together

As a natural symphony of pleasures

Where everyone gets to play wildly

Where competition becomes

Let's see who can contribute

The most love to this project

With the meaningful impact

Where our success is measured

Not just in number-based profit

But in how much joy and health

Were cocreated in that process

This is not naive idealism of impossible

This is advanced business strategy

Because people are starving

For authentic pleasure

Your work could feel more like playing

When you build your business affairs

On the very simple orgasmic principles

Because you create what we all crave for

Something they're willing to pay for, to chase after

Something they want to tell their friends about

Because you're not just selling salvation

You're selling a desired experience

Of being fully alive

Of being deeply satisfied

Of being connected to something

Bigger than themselves, deeper than self

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13. The Return Home

Take a moment here, beloved adventurer

You have traveled far into the depths

Of judgment and compassion

Of terror and of wild love

Of separation and our mystic union

You have seen how your judgment

Is often mislabeled pain and fears

How condemnation seeds doubts

You have learned to distinguish

Between the voice of fear

And the voice of love

Want and need

Between the mind that contracts

And the heart that wholly expands

You have discovered that true power

Comes from the courage to be vulnerable

The strength to choose love

Even when it's not safe or crazy

You have seen that your pleasure

Is not something to be ashamed of

But something to be fully celebrated

As the body's way of saying yes to life

You have learned that your deep desires

Are not barriers to your self-transcendence

In the outdated paradigms of judgment

Carry with you this novel understanding

Every person you meet, no matter where

Is fighting wars you know nothing about

Every penetrating word they say to you

Is their pain trying to find connection

Every time you are tempted to judge

Remember this to be a simple invite

To practice the most radical act of all

Fully embodied and unrestricted love

However, this doesn't usually mean

You should give up on your powers

Or that you don't have any boundaries

It means you can hold strong desires

From a place of unconditional love

Rather than from a place of fear

You can say determined no and mean it

Without making the other person wrong

You can protect your energy and space

Without attacking someone else's spirit

You can disagree strongly

Without declaring a silly war

You can stand firm in your truth

Without needing to destroy theirs

May you remember, when you forget

That every being is truly doing their best

With the consciousness they have available

With deep wounds that are not yet fully healed

May you remember, when you're triggered

That your reaction is precious information

About your own unhealed and dark places

Not about the other person's worth or value

May you remember, when you're in pain

That your suffering is not a punishment

But a super interconnected intelligence

Guiding you toward what needs attention

May you remember, when you're too afraid

That fear is not your enemy, it doesn't fight

But your nervous system's way to regulate

Of trying to keep you safe and comfortable

May you remember, when you're angry

That anger is not wrong or dangerous

Simply energy that can be channeled

Into creating what you want to feel, see

May you remember, when you're sad

That sadness is not your weakness

But your heart's way of fully releasing

What no longer serves any real purpose

May you remember, when you dare to judge

That judgment is not wisdom or smartness

But fear wearing the mask of righteousness

And beneath it lies a heart wanting to be safe

Go now, explorer of pleasure

Warrior of wild untamed love

Funny wizard of transformation

Go to the unpredictably unknown

You are not going to a bloody war

Against your own dreaming heart

You are going to love and to offer

The world into a new way of being

You are not going to fight

Against ignorant judgment

You are going to demonstrate

What unconditional love looks like

You are not going to force, influence

Anyone to change about anything

You are going to simply become

So damn authentically yourself

That you give others permission

To do the same, to be transparent

To share their true faces and wants

To dare claiming their innate powers

Every moment is an alive conscious choice

Between love and fear, desire and shame

Between judgment and compassion

Between separation and fusion

Choose from your innocent desire

Choose with consideration

Choose wholeness

Choose pleasure

Not because it's easy or simple

But because it's the only way

To create the shared world

We all secretly dream of

The world where every being

Is seen, heard, and valued

Where pleasure is sacred

And pain is wisely honored

Where judgment can transform into curiosity

And powerlessness transforms to cocreation

This is your invitation you have never received

This is your calling you have already answered

This is your gift to this humanity

The gift of your transmuted heart

The gift of your conscious choice

The gift of your unconditional love

Go forth, dear soul

The world is so excited

For who you're becoming

For your gorgeous emergence