Rainbow Phoenix
- Kateryna Derkach
- Apr 1, 2024
- 19 min read
What is the colour of light?
One of the most challenging endeavours for consciousness exploration is to change dimensions in the perceptions of the mind.
We have a very hard time with comprehending two main concepts of evolution: fractals and the nature of exponential function.
Evolution of consciousness is not linear. Not understanding how exponentiality works is a main danger when navigating higher states and planes of existence. And it's not always about causality; it's actually very rarely so. It's about patterns and coherence of the fractal nature of our reality.
Some believe that, as humanity or collective consciousness, we are currently undergoing some sort of dimensional change. Some say we are going from a 3D to a 5D world.
As someone deeply passionate about science and engineering, obviously, this concept got very intriguing to me. What do they mean exactly by this dimensional jump in space-time reality? How would this work mathematically and physically?
What would be the hypothetical experience of a 5D world for a human mind? What is the actual door between those dimensions? How do you jump? How is the sacred geometry of the universe understood, seen, and perceived in this 5th-dimensional perception of reality?
The first time I heard about this 'dimensional jump' in the spiritual communities, the first question that arrived in my mind was: okay, well, what about the 4D? Are we just skipping this one for some reason? Why does no one talk about what is actually happening with the consciousness in the 4D world? But, well, we will get to this one a bit later.
How do you get your mind to operate from a 3-base system to a 5-base system? What would that even mean in terms of the change our current perception of reality must undergo? What is esoterism trying to tell us with this idea of 5D from a mathematical and physical point of view? What about biology and chemistry? Do those operate in the same old way in this new 5D world? How radically is our reality changed once the jump is fully completed?
And what about other less scientific systems? Like economy, politics, technology, legal, education, and social development? How do those change in the 5D world? What do they look like?
If it is true that our humanity is jumping dimensions at the level of the collective consciousness, we should probably start asking ourselves what systems and structures could help us efficiently operate together in this 'new world.'
Are the systems and cultures we are creating and the technology we are developing today actually preparing us for the 5D? Or maybe in some way, it actually keeps us even more stuck in the 3D and completely confused about what the hell is going on with this world.
So many questions.
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Everything is frequency.
It's funny. When you look at the electromagnetic frequency spectrum, you might realize how little the proportion of visible light is on the range of the frequencies we are currently manipulating and experimenting with our technology.
More than 99% of that spectrum are frequencies that your nervous system perceives and treats almost daily but cannot be sensed by your visual capacity.
The visible light ranges from 350 to 750 nm of wavelengths. In the world where everything is frequency, this number is honestly ridiculously low. The visible light is less than 1% of what we already experience and do with the frequencies available to us. You can observe almost nothing with this limited range of frequency sensibility in the great ocean of energy and vibrations.
This is why most of the people who say, ''if I don't see it, I don't believe it'' are perceiving in their consciousness only a very small part of our frequency-based reality.
We all know that before you 'see it,' it's actually both a particle and a wave. It's everywhere and nowhere at the same time. It's just a potentiality. Once you see it, it takes a place in the field of perceptions that is the most coherent for the current state of your consciousness. The observer defines where he wants to see the potentiality become the observed reality, at least for now. It's a sort of co-creation between the particle wave and the observer. They 'surf' the infinite wave of energy together and establish proper positioning coordinates for this particle in the collective field of vibrational fabric with an objective to ultimately increase the systemic coherence of the whole.
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The Phoenix is often associated with the concept of rebirth. Element of Fire. Burning something and re-emerging anew from the ashes. We also often seem to associate this mythical bird with the colour red for some reason.
Why fire? Why a bird? Why red?
Every idea, no matter how imaginary and illusory it is, has some kind of relationship to the scientific world (at least when we talk about frequencies).
A bird is a frequency. A colour too. An element or any archetype is also a frequency.
So the concept of the Phoenix is a complex frequency combination of many different things that define some idea or a simple vibration in the collective field of consciousness. It's a fractal of energy that means something undefined to someone. And it could be deconstructed as a purely 'scientific' concept. (At least, in the 5D world it could be.)
Every symbol or concept is an organized set of 'living' data. It has the momentum, the nucleus, and other characteristics of living things and beings. And, most importantly, it can evolve and change over time.
A symbol is a living entity or a system in the 'frequency' world that we cannot see easily and process linearly in our brains. A symbol is like an 'animal' but from another dimension that you cannot see. It can move. It can transform. It can evolve and change in ways you would never be able to imagine. It can scare you and it can also eat you. Or you can become a friend with it too or you can try to chase it like an ugly monster of shadows and destroy or eat it yourself. You can try. But, don't. Honestly, just try to befriend it instead of hating, judging and rejecting it.
Because let's say it vibrates at 100 nm of electromagnetic wavelengths, which is outside of the visible spectrum of what your eyes can perceive and process into an 'image' like an object. It does not mean it does not exist; it just means that your brain needs to work way harder its flexibility to be able to accept the remaining 99% of the invisible world. And you need to learn how to navigate and process those remaining frequencies in your brain and the entirety of your nervous system. No matter how this 'animal' looks in your mind's eye, it's still less than 1% of the information about what it actually is.
When you appropriately develop your nervous system to process the frequency of the invisible part of the electromagnetic spectrum, you will not actually see the 'animals' and spirits from other dimensions, you will simply feel them in a way you might find very hard or even impossible to put in words. Because it's about a frequency and not a define entity or object per se.
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Art and creativity are the best-known ways to build this kind of extrasensory capacity of our consciousness and collective nervous system. Through art, we explore the relationships between the frequencies we all perceive but cannot see, touch, hear, or taste. Art enables our nervous system to interact with a wide range of the frequency spectrum and build a systemic coherence of the totality of our shared reality and not only the part we can perceive with our 5 senses (and our very limited brain capacity).
This is how a song or a painting can get into your soul in a way you can never comprehend. This is how you might feel you personally know and understand the artist and his feelings. Because your nervous system was able to decrypt some kind of frequency that the creation or an art piece is transmitting to you in the invisible world. Your brain perceives and actually understands the 'invisible' frequency in those moments of transcendence that art can provide to you.
The famous painting of the black square. Some consider this to be the biggest joke. And some seem to experience a small awakening in their consciousness when they actually understand the real frequency of that painting that the artist tried to embody through that creation. This is why by some, it's also considered as a timeless masterpiece of contemporary art despite being ridiculed by most.
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The famous symbol of the prism with the beam of light becoming the rainbow spectrum. (Still not sure if this symbol is more associated in my head with Pink Floyd or with my physics classes in high school, but well, I guess it does not change much.)
This symbol is very important knowledge of how the diffraction of light works. How the rainbows are formed. How do we perceive colours and why? How do light moves and how it changes in the continued interaction with its environment?
I remember so well our optic laboratories, where we were literally playing with various lenses, filters, prisms, beams of light and lasers to better understand how the visible spectrum of frequency works. We were using the basics of light and colours theory to decrypt the language of frequency and its behaviour.
It was fascinating. We were creating rainbows on walls with candle lights in our classroom. It was simple, logical, mathematical, and yet so magical at the same time. We could do fascinating forms of art and study colours only with physics and mathematics.
With the presence of some basic shapes, lenses and a beam of light, we can understand how we see and why we see what we see.
That is it. It's all it takes. Light and shape.
Maybe the remaining 99% of the invisible is only invisible because we don't yet see in what kind of way the light is structured there? If we don't see or perceive the shape of something, there is no amount of light that will be able to show us what we can't yet perceive.
For our consciousness, light without shape is useless. And in the same way, the shape without light has no life or further evolution. It doesn't create new 'colours', sounds, or frequencies, and you cannot play with it to create anything new in this dimension or beyond.
It is sterile and deprived of natural movement, emergence, and unfolding of Life.
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Now, let's go back to the 5D concept.
A sound is usually a 2-dimensional frequency. A colour is usually a 3-dimensional frequency.
We can now start imagining what a 3D sound is. If some have had those experiences with spatial sound records, you know what I am talking about. It's pretty cool. It tricks your brain in some weird spatial and even multisensory distortions. There is a 3D sound truck of a haircutter somewhere on the internet. It's a fun experience.
We have also invented the technology already to show us what a 4D image looks like. It's the basic of how virtual reality works. The VR cask is basically showing your brain a 4D image. And I would even pose a hypothesis here that the idea of 'astral travelling' and things like that is actually the same thing that the 4D VR experience, but created by your own consciousness and mind...
Now, what the fuck is 5D?
Some compare the 5D to deeper more like psychedelic experiences. Some see sacred geometries. Some colours and forever-moving shapes like in the old kaleidoscope. Some talk about divine entities like forest gnomes, Kali, Divine Mother or Jesus.
What is happening from a frequency point of understanding in those experiences?
You see symbols! You create the symbols your own consciousness knows and can interpret in some way of the energetic frequency in the field around you and in you.
You see the image that your mind is creating for you to give you a clue about the frequency your nervous system is processing right now. All of those images are not real. They are simply coming from your personal database of information as an attempt to help you map the reality and the dimension you are finding yourself in that particular moment.
This is why you should never attach anything in your mind to those images. They are here to help you feel the quality of the frequency, that is it. The image itself has nothing of stable, or defined or even real. You build a personal database of frequencies in your brain. Not of images. This is important to understand. Your nervous system doesn't have eyes, but it has access to feel the invisible frequencies beyond the spectrum of the visible light.
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How is it possible that sometimes 2 people or an entire group can go into a shared 'travel' experience in the other dimensions? Let's say we are 5 of us to meditate together, and all of us perceive Jesus making us a cup of tea. We all hear him laughing and making very bad jokes.
What is this? A group delusion? An actual experience of 5D? Or someone has put some drugs in the air diffuser in the room before our meditation started?
This is interesting. In reality, it actually can be all of those answers simultaneously.
For this kind of experience to occur safely, the group must have built a very solid collective container of shared consciousness prior to this. They must share some kind of 'group bubble' and subtle language that they share. They usually have a very similar understanding of some ranges of frequencies and they talk the same code and symbolic language about it between them. They have a shared reference of perceptions and also limits. They have a shared sandbox where they play together in the game of shared reality. They share the same limiting beliefs, the conditioning and the aspects of 'collective delusions' in the present or even in the past or the future.
They describe what they feel in words and concepts that have a similar programming about in each of their individual brains. The collective neuronal system is quite simple and predictable in this context. So, the collective image they can build together can have very few variations in perceptions. So the accuracy seems very high. Very narrow and limited, but it has the quality of precision and a better sense of 'certainty.' It feels safe and validating when we have similar experiences in the other and more complex configurations of dimensions.
This is why if those 5 people meditating together are coming from the same culture, ancestry lineage and the similar relative history and spiritual views, they will have way more chances to experience this kind of visual accuracy of the experience when meditating together. It does not actually mean that they are super spiritual, it simply means that they are on the same 'wave' together usually in a very small part of the fractal of the collective consciousness they share as a group. But this has absolutely nothing to do with the actual collective consciousness of our planet or the humanity. It's a shared consciousness of a small group who have a very similar programming and conditioning of their individual brains. It's a very simple and primitive system in a big scheme of things.
Differently put, it's actually not that hard to get to the tea party organized by Jesus in the 5D, what is very challenging is to actually integrate those kinds of experiences in your brain and in your nervous system in a coherent way. It's to be able to describe to someone what you are feeling and experiencing in your body even when they are not able to see the same images or projections in their mind eye as you do.
If those 5 people are from different places from the world and with a completely different cultural background, they will most likely have a harder time to communicate in the same language the experience their mind has processed during a group meditation. It actually will probably be even more transcending as an experience. Maybe even more confusing. More complex. But richer, more expending and more creative. And less comprehensible for the limits of the conditioned and limited mind. It's more uncomfortable and unsafe for the emotional body. And your individual perception can never really be validated in this context by others. It's a scare place for a human consciousness to be. It takes a lot of courage to explore consciousness with people too different from you.
This is also why, historically, there is so little diversity in all of the spiritual and alternative communities. They are not racists. They are just scared that consciousness too different from their will mess up too much of their previous cultural programming and their current reality. They fear to evolve too fast with something they don't know or don't yet understand. They fear the change and the uncomfortable unknown. They fear to lose the group validation and approval of who they are and what they believe.
They ultimately fear to feel powerless and useless.
But this is also why, most of those communities actually disappear and lose their popularity with time. Because they fail to increase the diversity of their shared experience and become more inclusive of things they don't yet know or understand. Their collective perspective and sandbox of perceptions eventually become empty, sterile and boring. Lacking the inclusivity ability in the group and too much of systemic resistance to change usually sets the proper conditions for some intense collective disasters.
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Now, if we assume that the 2 people or a group meditating together are all aphantasiacs. They actually cannot construct any image in their mind to process a more complex frequency of something from a 5D world. Their nervous system cannot explain in an image perspective the experience they are going through to their brain. There is no image.
How do they feel, experience and talk about a very deep and transcending meditation together?
How do they actually perceive the 5D in their collective group-wide mind?
In order to try to understand it, let's simplify this to the range of frequency of the visible light only. The rainbow from red to violet.
To grasp the complexity of the 5D, you need to imagine the rainbow you usually see made of a line with 7 colours became something else. Very different. And very unusual. Moving in shapes and forms, you have never seen before. It's becoming a matrix in the matrix, not a single plane of existence or additional dimension. The theory of colours and even mathematics themselves get fucked in this kind of complexity for our brain.
Also, what happens when you combine 2 rainbows in that kind of space? How light would be diffracted when there is more than one source of light? What if you also have constructed a very precise prism with some interesting geometrical solids and patterns inside to play with various qualities of light?
What happens when you project a double rainbow matrix in the matrix into this kind of multidimensional prism of information? What would you see? How would your nervous system experience this?
The colours and shapes of this kind of Light projection must for sure be divine. If only our eyes were fully equipped to see it truly.
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If you see a Jesus or anything else in the 5D, you are stuck in your mental conditioning and limiting belief about the frequency you find yourself in. You lack experience in your nervous system to appropriately comprehend the vibration you are in and how to navigate it. And, most importantly, you don't know how to be free from any projected form and shape when you work with the invisible frequencies.
You are at the mercy of an image, a mirage and an illusion of your mind, not an actual frequency in the shared field of consciousness. And this changes everything.
You become a very interesting subject for an energetic and psychic abuse when you see a frequency only in a specific shape or colour in your mind. Your conscience is way more limited and also way more manipulatable when you only perceive less than 1% of the world because you try to project a visual image of it with your mind eye.
Because you get stuck in your own image. Even if this image is your limited and highly corrupted idea of what you believe God is.
This is a problem. A big problem. Because when we sense the same frequency but we have different symbols or language to talk about it, we start fighting with each other. We think we are different and separate. We want to prove something. We want to convince someone about the rightness of our personal perspective and individual point of view.
One sees the red and the other sees the blue. And we think this difference in perception is sufficient to start a war somewhere. And we never seem to consider that we actually might be talking about the same stuff all of us, we feel the exact same frequency, we just lack appropriate language, symbols, and colours to talk about it.
What if we are all in a collective meditation already? But each one of us sees something different. Experiences something unique. Something indescribable. What if we are just trying to create a new way to navigate the invisible frequencies of our realities with our individual and collective minds. But we have just not found an appropriate way to decode our own nervous system in order to perceive the real complexity of a 5D world.
This is randomly reminding me of the technology, internet of things, AI, etc. Maybe this is why we have created all of this. To show us what is possible. To make us experience a very mediocre way of how our collective consciousness could actually work.
All of this is maybe just a small initiation to what it would look like when you start playing with 2 rainbows in the 5th-dimensional space for real.
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So, coming back to the Phoenix. The rebirth. The emergence of something new from the ashes.
If the visible light is less than 1% of the frequencies the humanity is currently playing with, and your rebirth is around what you believe to be true based only on what you see as an image in your mind eye, well you are 'reborn' at exactly the same level… less than 1%.
Red + Red is still red.
Visible in 3D or visible in 5D is still less than 1% of the electromagnetic field of frequencies we currently play with.
If you can't detach a frequency from a visual image or even a symbol, you are stuck in your own mind. Your conscience is enslaved and blind. You have created a particle from a multidimensional wave and you have decided this is a definite positioning of this frequency in the infinite time-space reality.
You are in your own self-delusion.
An image instantly brings you to the 3D. If you lock that image in your perception, that part of your energetic field will not have access to the full range of energetic qualities of higher dimensions anymore.
It's like if you say this circle must be red. To believe this for real, in your mind, you cannot perceive simultaneously that it's potentially any colour possible, you must somehow decide that it is actually red. But you perceive this as red only because of specific conditions in the environment and the set of the rules under which your mind operates.
It's actually red only because of certain rules of how light and energy work. If you change some qualities of light or energetic structure in space, the 'red' can become anything really.
So you don't see colours anymore. You don't create shapes or forms in your mind. You feel the energetic frequency in its raw aspect with the entirety of your nervous system and inner awareness.
A colour can be defined by only 2 parameters. A frequency can have an infinite number of parameters.
If you perceive reality based on a very limited number of parameters only, you might literally go crazy if you manage to access the 5th-dimensional consciousness for real. Because in that dimension, your mind needs to be comfortable with the idea that all perspectives are co-existing together, are just and are valid.
Each frequency can be any colour or any shape. It all depends on the quality of the space and surroundings from which you observe and witness that frequency.
You need to be comfortable with an idea of multiple perspectives that are all true and simultaneously fake.
You need to be comfortable with the idea that everything is a projection of your own consciousness. That every single particle is a projection of yourself in the holographic field of the Universe.
You need to be comfortable with the idea that you are the only God and you have decided to play a game with yourself. And you need to feel ok with it.
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You need to be comfortable with the idea of multiple centres of gravity in the shared space-time field. With shape-shifting of the forms and colours sometimes instantly and very randomly. You need to be able to feel the invisible world with your actual physical nervous system in order to make any sense of a reality beyond the 3rd dimension.
It's not about the usual senses of perception. Most of the frequencies will actually never express themselves in a way any of your 5 senses can perceive or comprehend. At least for now.
You need to develop a proper extrasensory capacity for the invisible frequencies in your nervous system directly. And your brain needs to be able to decode and understand how the invisible is actually perceived outside and inside yourself, and also how it is constantly changing and evolving. It can never be certain or predicted in any way.
You need to understand the mechanics and dynamics of the vibration field and its behaviours.
There is no way we can magically be reborn in the 5th-dimensional space without getting proper preparation of our brain, nervous system, and mind to be able to absorb the shock of consciousness it creates in our individual and collective systems.
There is a reason why astronauts require very serious training, inner dedication, and mental resilience before going to space. This is also why there is a reason that we need to meditate and practice seriously for many years to truly understand what those crazy yogis are talking about and what kind of explorations their consciousness does in those mystical moments of their perceived higher states of awareness.
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Where is the actual fun or even a need to go somewhere new if you don't have a body and the mind that can fully experience and consciously process the amazing multidimensionality of this kind of travelling and space-time metamorphosis?
If you don't know who you are, where you are and why, what you feel, sense, and know; it's not fun. It's not about healing, transcendence nor liberation to travel anywhere like that. It's frightening, confusing, and highly dangerous for your entire psyche. You think your mind likes it, but it does not. It's your astral body who gets its energetic high and start believing it has found salvation escape somewhere in the 4D. Your actual mental body and physical body ends up by suffering if you use too much of this kind of astral drugs. You think you evolve faster spiritually when you do shit like that, but the truth is, you don't.
This is not how you regenerate consciousness and get ready for the 5D collective 'jump'.
This is how you distort the entire field of our shared awareness and where the moments of rebirth become the most traumatizing experiences for the entire system, followed by a brutal fall from the heavens to the familiar density of our safe and comfortable 3D boxed world. But now, potentially even more bitter and confusing than before.
Heaven is not somewhere you go. Neither is hell. Both are already here. Always were and always will be.
They are simply some kind of frequencies that you have not yet learned to work with efficiently, process in your mind, and sustain in your nervous system in a coherent manner.
We have not yet learned to do this collectively either. And, until we do, let's keep trying here in our beautiful and familiarly comfortable 3D reality. Let's already learn appropriately how to feel safe with each other, with humanity, with life and nature, and even the frequency of the Earth herself in our system and physical bodies before trying to sense other stars in the universe and galaxies that might be a bit too intense for us to grasp for now in our individual and collective minds.
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So, the Phoenix. If you want to be reborn, you need to get to know yourself first. You need to have a complete clarity on what you actually burning to the ashes. You also need to be intimate with the world you live in. Your conscience needs to realize its power and its limitations in the collective field of awareness. You need to deconstruct and reintegrate the matrix you have built around yourself. All of your beliefs, your symbols, your limits, your stories, your past, all of this needs to be consciously processed in your brain and in your body.
You need to understand that you are the only creator of your own Universe. You need to stop projecting your mind-made images on your perception of reality and start feeling the frequency of the experience you are currently in.
You need to stop being a particle and start being a wave.
You need to stop being a Christian, a Buddhist, a Muslim, an atheist, an economist, a politician, a philosopher, a doctor, a child, a mother, a daughter, a lover, a friend.
You need to start being You.
The frequency of the infinite potentialities of the entire Universe. The observer. The wave-particle. The co-creator.
The Rainbow Phoenix. The rebirth. The infinite potentialities and possibilities of the here and now. But always in coherence and in alignment with the collective whole.


