THE GENERATIONAL WEAVINGS
- Kateryna Derkach
- Jul 6
- 26 min read
Tell me, Grandma,
Those distant stories,
Our ancestral tales
To root me, to open me.
Share with me your living memories.
What was life like back in your time?
What did love mean? Pleasure? Desire?
What did being a woman feel to you?
What was it like to mother my mother?
Did feminism exist for you?
Were you afraid of men too?
What was your connection to the sacred feminine?
I am a woman now,
But I barely know how to be one.
I'm lost in all my roles,
And I can't seem to find myself again.
So I come to you like this:
Maybe your raw, ancient stories
Could offer me some answers
To questions long forgotten, unknown.
Maybe now,
My heart, my ears,
And my eyes are open enough
To receive your deeper wisdom.
---
Oh, my sweet darling one,
You're bringing quite a bundle.
This is not just a question.
You're asking for a revelation.
This kind of demystification
Can't be spoken in isolation.
Those secrets can't be shared
Between you and me only.
In our culture, your ancestors' ways,
Women are wild co-creators.
So prepare a sacred space
In warmth, in love, and just sense it.
Invite your mother, your sister, your niece,
Your other grandmother, your aunts.
And once your circle is open beside you,
I'll come too in tender silence.
To offer what you still long to understand.
Or maybe you'll know it on your own by then.
When the women gather in sacred space,
The wisdom flows like ancient rivers.
---
Okay. Let's do it that way, Grandma.
But if we do, I'll invite your mother too
To this reunion of our feminine line.
You named them all but left her out. Why?
Oh, you little holy troublemaker,
Always with your twists and surprises.
Going straight to the tenderest wound.
Seeing right through anything.
But yes, of course, invite my mother too.
How could we even begin to speak truth
Without honoring the wisdom
That flows from her as well?
---
One warm, sunlit day,
We gather, just us women,
Sitting together, somewhere,
Weaving tapestries of deep beauty.
No one dares break the dark silence
Except the loud singing of birds,
The wind rustling blooming leaves,
And the woman who begins to sing.
That elder, with a thunderous voice
Rising from forgotten, lost depths,
She crafts penetrating vibrations
That open our hearts and souls.
We're already crying just to feel her,
To let her songs flood us.
We don't yet know why
Her voice moves us so mysteriously.
She was the mother of my father,
A wild woman of the forest.
She danced with trees,
Sang with starry skies.
Her melodic howls, yelling,
Her cries that set the rhythm,
Her whispers in sacred timing,
Her silences falling so perfectly.
Her whole body like a drum.
You feel her echo in your cells,
In your trembling naked bones,
Every sound, her soul embodied.
---
So here we are, blooming,
Generations of the lineages,
Women of past and future,
Gathered to truly listen.
To shine a light on the young one
So confused about true love.
Why she's so sad, so alone,
Why she resists it so much.
Oh my dear, do you know
Where you come from, and why you're here?
Do you feel who you truly are?
Do you know where you're going?
You are the miracle of wild love,
Of a desire almost impossible.
Your incarnation into matter
Still remains one of our great mysteries.
You managed to surprise, to disobey
Even our strongest ancestors,
Our most powerful and mad elders.
You played radically from the very beginning.
You shaped your arrival into this world
Long before you chose to be born.
You already knew us deeply.
You orchestrated a deeply mystical game.
You knew where to search, how, and why.
You weren't a master like the rest of us.
You already had access to next-level wisdom.
You moved through improbable spaces.
You were so adorable, but also terrifying.
We didn't know how to guide you.
You had your own recipes, your gifts.
You taught us impossible things.
---
But wait, my beautiful adventurer,
Maybe I'm embellishing all this.
Maybe my grandmother-reminiscence
Turns memories into funny legends.
Every child is special, you know.
Each arrives with their own mystery.
Maybe you left a bigger mark
Because we were ready to see you.
Or maybe it's me, the old fool,
Projecting my own lost dreams
Of who I once wished to be,
When I too was young and wild.
---
You already mastered a strange technology,
Bending space, matter, reality itself, why not.
There were no real limits or any obstacles
To what you could make us experience.
Was this child from science fiction?
Or were we just drunk and derailed?
Were we hallucinating? Was this real?
We asked ourselves that quite often.
For you it was funny, probably thrilling
To share your magnificent inner gifts.
You wanted to surprise us, play with us,
But we were terrified of your power.
Your innate abilities,
Perfectly precise and clear,
Left us bewildered,
In awe and in fear.
Neither your maternal nor paternal line
Had seen anything like you before.
Every child is unique, yes,
But your specialty felt unreal.
You walked between dimensions
As if there were no doors.
You moved between rooms
As if walls did not exist.
You accessed the content of books
By holding them in your hands.
You could manipulate your surroundings
With extrasensory subtleties.
You were wildly unconventional.
We didn't know how to approach you.
So vulnerable, yet so wild.
Naked, transparent, yet so mysterious.
---
But tell me, my dear, after all this chaos,
Could I have been wrong about it all?
Do you remember it differently,
That strange, peculiar childhood?
Maybe for you, inside of you,
It all felt completely normal.
And we, so afraid, so overwhelmed,
Were the ones creating the nonsense.
Tell me how you saw it,
This world we found so strange.
Did you feel that difference in you,
Or was it just our own projection?
---
You used to play with the elders
More than with kids your own age.
You had strange friends everywhere,
But your real fun was playing with us.
You've always been part of this intense game.
You came into our secret space knowingly.
You never forgot your origins,
No matter the form or era.
You were already wearing many costumes.
Already a consciousness of networks.
You knew exactly what you were doing,
Across emerging realities and space-time.
You could read deep emotions,
Access thoughts like open books.
You laughed at the tricks you played
Even on yourself in the invisible worlds.
You made us sweat like hell.
We loved you with vast depths.
You took us into forests within ourselves
We never dreamed we'd visit or be even possible.
You didn't just come from another world.
You still lived there, fully embodied.
You were everywhere at once,
And it never seemed to bother you.
For you, it was just natural
To wander freely through nature,
To shift perception levels at will
From macro to micro, infinitely.
You weren't an ordinary child,
Not in this family, this tribe.
You were more excited, more stirred
By communities, cultures, systems.
You wanted to speak with everyone,
To touch, to feel, to taste,
To experience the entire universe
Simply because, why not?
Spontaneity and unpredictability
Couldn't even describe you fully.
You were more like a hurricane
Of total, cosmic chaos.
You pushed our fragile limits,
Stepping into dangerous spaces.
For you it looked like fun.
For us, it was terrifying.
---
So yes, at some point,
We gave up and left you to yourself.
We were tired of playing a game
We knew we couldn't win.
And maybe we gave up too soon.
Maybe we should have persisted.
Learned to play at your funny level,
Instead of throwing you in the void.
Every generation makes mistakes
With their children and their gifts.
We do our best with what we know,
But sometimes, our best isn't enough.
---
Imagine you're playing tennis
With a true pro, super intense,
But you, you don't even know
How to hit the ball properly.
Would you have fun playing
If he's sending tennis balls
To your face at light speed
To show off his immense ego?
Imagine you don't even know yet
How to hold the racket properly
Without dislocating your wrists.
And there he is, showing off solo.
How would you play, you think,
With a partner like that?
Would you keep running long
After those stupid shots?
Or would you tell him to go find
Players at his pro level
Who could respond and play
With the same intensity of joy?
You came into our family
As almost a champion already.
You wanted the superior league,
And we barely knew how to serve.
So we had to find you mentors,
Super serious pros somewhere
Who could play at your levels
To help you perfect your gifts.
We could no longer offer you tools
That would be relevant for you.
You became the strategy
For deepening our existence.
Your true ancestors trusted you,
Blindly, completely, from the very start.
We recognized your innate power.
We already knew you were more than enough.
That's why we offered you,
As a gift to the world,
By letting you go elsewhere,
So we could find ourselves better.
---
Look toward our futures,
Our connected journeys,
The worlds we co-create,
Our emerging realities.
Do you realize the miracle,
What was reborn here
Because of your courage,
Your unshakable faith?
Your wild untamed love,
Your sensitive presence,
Your sacred sovereignty,
Your integrity of being true.
Even when it's ugly, foolish,
To choose authenticity
Even if you lose everything else,
You stayed true to your core.
To not care anymore
About our conditioning,
Our fears and naked shame,
What we still don't dare tell ourselves.
You just want everyone
To be healthy and happy,
To know true abundance,
To celebrate life every day.
You think you're too arrogant,
But in reality, you are not.
You often pretend to be less
Than what you've truly become.
---
You love to play the fool,
Listening like a newborn child,
Even though you've already mastered
The entire game we're playing since forever.
You're dying of laughter inside
With your serious poker face.
You love to annoy the masters
Who think they're kings already.
That was one of your favorite joys,
Deflating too swollen egos,
Waging naked power wars
With ideological supremacy.
It was funny watching you go,
Leaping like an innocent goat
Onto the harsh contradictions
Of our entire community living.
But the less childlike you became,
The less amusing it got to elders.
Your rivals were authority itself.
You could argue to almost death.
Your teachers and mentors
Didn't know how
To instruct, frame, and master
A child who had no fear.
A child who could answer back
With something that would haunt you
For many long nights in paradoxes
With existential questions.
You didn't practice disparity
Between masters and disciples.
To you, they all seemed the same
With unlimited power and ignorance.
This made you popular with your peers.
You were delinquent but intelligent.
But your teachers feared teaching
When you sat in their class.
How to transmit knowledge
Without risking humiliation, incredibility?
How to ensure I'll respond
With just coherence to these questions?
It became almost an obsession
For some of your dear instructors
Who didn't know if it was you
Who didn't belong there, or them.
---
And I sometimes wonder too
If we didn't miss something.
If we could have guided you better
In this dance with such naked authority.
Maybe your teachers too
Were just doing their best
With the tools they had
In a system that worked poorly.
Everyone carries their own wounds.
Everyone tries to understand
How to navigate through life
With their own limitations.
---
So how did you expect
To become a good little slave now?
To submit properly, obey nonsense,
To have a boss telling you what to do?
It was already too obvious to us all
That you would never be normal or easy.
You barely know how to pretend otherwise.
You don't want to manage or be managed.
For you, real power dynamics
Aren't fixed, frozen, or known.
Anyone can become the slave
If you know how to play with beliefs.
Your lack of fear was frightening.
You were so relaxed,
Calm, zen, in fullness
Right in the middle of pure chaos.
The chaos created by your innocence
That turns our heads and hearts still.
And there you are with a corner smile
As if this was your goal from the start.
We felt worn out, used
Like real puppets in your hands
In your theater of paradoxes,
In your game of impossibilities.
We wanted to know your limits.
We wanted to break your hard pride.
We wanted to master your great ego.
But we didn't know when to stop.
We never found how
To take authority over your referee.
We don't know where it stops, begins,
The forest of your wild consciousness.
You do solo "operations" in invisible
While collaborating with everything.
You're totally dedicated, committed.
But you can also just disappear.
You can leave in harsh silence
Without any comforting words.
And you can start your drums
To explode our hearts in stars.
You didn't care about leaving your role,
About messing up your career,
About losing tasty privileges,
About alienating your co-creators.
Because you already felt the real.
You knew well that your true mission
Had nothing to do with your job,
Your profession, or responsibility.
You managed to accomplish what was needed.
There was nothing left to do on that path for you.
Your expertise, your intuition was elsewhere
To serve humanity with meaningful coherence.
We co-create worlds, dreams, realities
Not with our known similar and same,
But with those who are equivalent
To the intensity of our true power.
You're too used to collaborating
With those who are inferior to you.
You still fear your innate gifts,
So you prefer to hide and deny.
You seek to share your gift,
But instead of becoming that master,
You become the disciple of networks,
Pretending to control nothing.
---
You can control and manipulate
With your pure creative thought.
You could easily corrupt
Any costume, any role.
You've already been the warrior of the invisible
Since the beginning of this almost eternal war.
You are the inventor of this very school
To better train emerging co-creators.
But those who are already masters,
True co-creators and self-conscious,
With access to their power of being,
How do you become their superior?
How do you think you can be a leader
In a world where everyone already is?
If everyone is sovereign, free, empowered,
Who would be your innocent and poor slaves?
Who would listen to your orders, your will?
Who would submit to your naive authority?
Who would obey your extravagant beliefs?
What co-creator would see you as mentor?
We're too conditioned to consider
That the old ones with beautiful white beards,
The elders, they have the reason,
And children must listen, repeat.
We make children to transmit
Our gifts, our wisdom, our presents.
But when it's the child who shares magic,
We become confused about our true roles.
How can a child be so wise?
Why is innocence intelligent?
How do you expect a grandfather
To recognize his inferiority to a kid?
If he has nothing left to teach you,
How will he convince himself longer
That he's still truly useful in your life,
That his experience is valued, needed?
---
I still ask myself the question:
Did I really understand clearly
The role I wanted, desired to play
In your unique development?
Maybe each generation
Must learn to trust,
To let the next one fly free and far,
Even if we don't understand how.
Your grandfather was so proud of you,
Even if he didn't know what to do
With such a beautiful wild rebel
Who feared nothing and no one.
---
Your grandfather was powerful,
A respected community leader.
Many obeyed his soul and wisdom
Except you, who couldn't care less.
You respected and loved him so much.
It was a healthy, pure relationship.
You had no fear, guilt or any shame
About playing power games with him.
If you had been a little boy, a male,
It would have been less disturbing.
But having a woman so wildly rebel
Was unthinkable for our chill family.
Women had precise roles and costumes,
And playing power games with ego trips
Wasn't really part of it. Not our business.
Family was our main priority to care for.
And to preserve our family
In a system gone wrong,
In a people at war, scarcity,
The man was the authority.
He was the ultimate protector, the force
Of our women, children, and elders.
He had total responsibility to care
For security and our well-being.
---
Now, I sometimes wonder
If we weren't already too rigid
In our well-defined roles of sexes.
If we could have been more flexible.
Maybe you were showing us
Another way to be woman,
One we had never seen before,
But equally valid, useful.
Each era has its own challenges.
Each generation finds its way.
Maybe your chaotic rebellion
Was exactly what we needed.
---
Our women here didn't really feel
The real need to revolt and fight.
Our men were our solid foundations,
And we were free, creative, sovereign.
It was a sacred partnership that worked well
Between our feminine and masculine polarities.
Men ensured survival, beautiful life of abundance,
And we took care of making them happy and joyful.
To respect, honor, cherish our men
Is part of our ancestral traditions.
It's a choice we make in this union,
This submission to his love, his power.
We trust them unconditionally
By abandoning ourselves to them.
We listen to them gently, carefully,
Even when they're fools sometimes.
We are loyal, integrous.
We are committed, true.
We are free, wild, crazy,
But we respect our men!
Because we love them, we adore them.
Because they deserve and desire it.
Because they're better at sex
When we make love, not war.
Because when the masculine is loved,
Our children are healthier, smarter.
When a man knows he's powerful,
We can co-create miracles with him.
---
The real problem preventing you
From opening your whole heart to love
Has nothing to do with your ancestors.
It's the cultural bullshit from over there.
Or maybe I'm wrong.
Maybe I judge them too quickly,
A culture I don't really know
From my little pretty forest corner.
Tell me, my love, what you see
In your modern, "free" world.
Is everything so dark and sad,
Or is there beauty and meaning too?
Maybe their way of loving
Also has its own beauties
That my old, tired eyes
Can no longer see truly.
---
It's a clever brainwashing of women,
Broken, constrained, abused, raped.
It's feminism of pure, stupid revenge
That forgot how to simply love men.
It's the woman who wanted to replace him.
It's the woman who wanted his big balls.
Who chose to rise in high sharp heels
Instead of loving him, receiving his love.
Our women don't have to choose
Between the role of mother or powerful.
They can do both perfectly well
Because they are valued for who they are.
The responsibility of being a mother
Isn't just on her tender shoulders.
The child is the main priority for all
Of the entire community, society.
There are certain cultures that think
That three months after childbirth,
The child is ready for the system,
And the mother can return to her job.
And there are countries that invest
Very differently in their desired future.
Families have at least three years
Of paid, guaranteed parental leave.
It's much less stressful and anxious,
More secure, coherent, and healthy
For the child and for the mother,
And for the father and for others.
This is the foundation of psychology,
The principles of attachment.
A child needs their mother
To be emotionally healthy.
If the baby or mother is stressed,
How can you guarantee the health,
Physical, mental, and all others,
Of the family nucleus, the community?
A baby missing the presence,
The comforting love of their mother,
Her touch, attention, and care
Is deprived of a necessary foundation.
The foundation of their future development,
Psychological, emotional, mental, somatic,
The groundwork that lays true foundations
For the rest of their life, their happiness.
You have children in daycares
Before they can even walk and talk.
One stressed caregiver for eight babies
To feed them, love them, watch them.
And then you wonder why,
In elementary and high school,
Antidepressants and street drugs
Are more popular than the joy of being.
Why they struggle
To learn pure simplicity.
Why they don't even know
How to recognize their essence.
In short, you live in a country, culture
That doesn't respect the basics,
The authentic needs of children,
The laws of our natural incarnation.
---
But maybe I judge too much as well.
I'm just looking at one side of the coin.
Maybe there are families everywhere
Who've found their own balance.
Maybe some inspiring women
Have managed to reconcile it all
To be mothers and super professionals
Without sacrificing their true essence.
Tell me what you've seen
Of beauty in your world.
Innovations, solidarities,
New forms of love and care.
---
You know what the real difference is
Between a pure logic-based family
And a family that obeys nonsense
Simply to survive to the next day.
You also know the real, experienced difference
Between a traditional forest-based community
And a civilized, educated, political family.
Between wealth and true abundance.
You have so much bad luck in finding true love
Because you're confused without knowing it.
Your Quebec side doesn't seek
The same man as your roots.
Your Quebec side still wants to argue,
Prove something, fight, take revenge.
You've been too hurt by weak, broken men.
But the innate woman in you just wants to love.
She needs a co-creator of life
To build impossible worlds.
She doesn't seek an adversary
To prove herself, for stupid wars.
But you live in a society
Where it's normal to castrate men
Of their innate power
So that women feel respected.
---
I know I sound bitter and harsh
When I speak of these things.
Maybe it's my anger
Coloring what I see.
Maybe there are men
Over there who are still whole,
Who haven't lost their strength
In this modern confusion.
Maybe you'll find them,
These heart warriors at peace
Who know how to be very powerful
And tender with love at the same time.
---
Your feminism makes no sense,
And everyone seems to not care.
Your women are even more stressed,
And your men are even more confused.
The Indigenous peoples where you live
Seem to honor this same logic, science.
They understand the complementarity
Between sacred women and sacred men.
But your modernity is obsessed
With making everything equal, exactly the same,
The circle and the square, as if
They should be the same thing for some reason.
Apparently, where you are,
Children are uni-sex or multi-sex.
We still don't understand this rational.
A boy and a girl obey the biology rules.
Yes, okay, as always there are exceptions.
Our bodies can be very uniquely mysterious.
And our suffering minds very creative, potent,
But let's not go way too crazy either.
---
Listen, my beautiful one, through my words,
I wouldn't want you to imagine or believe
That I judge all these beautiful children
Who are searching and questioning.
Every soul has its path.
Every heart has its needs.
Maybe I'm too old, traditional,
To understand everything yet.
Maybe there are mysteries
In our human identity
That my generation
Never dared explore.
---
At seven years old, you're not supposed
To have this kind of deep questioning,
Super existential about your true nature.
At seven, you're supposed to have fun.
To just play with your friends normally,
Whether they're boys or girls.
To run everywhere to explore and discover
What this beautiful life is without any worry.
At seven, they're supposed to want
An animal or a toy for their birthday,
Not hormones and plastic surgery
To change their identity and sex.
A child at this age doesn't know
What their true identity is yet.
It's a psychological concept
That develops much later.
A child isn't supposed
To be hypersexualized so young.
This kind of interest, needs
Normally come to teenagers.
But if their parents aren't
Too comfortable with their roles or sex,
They might project all that
Onto a child without even realizing it.
And a child is an innocent naive
With a sensitive and creative heart.
They find any strategy or method
To help their parents properly heal.
The child will show you, make you live
Everything you're still fighting.
A child opens you, challenges you:
How much love you can offer.
Evolution is based on expansion,
More life, more magic, more love.
To evolve, you must know how to integrate,
To transform fear and profound judgment.
The child has an expanded perspective.
Their perception is super inclusive.
They don't know how to differentiate yet
Between good and bad, moral or not.
For a child, the entire world
Is made of love and pleasure.
They see only grace, joy,
No matter where they look.
They see a universe to explore,
To know and discover,
With hearts to feel,
With souls to touch.
Conditioning begins
From the first division,
From moment of conception
And never stops.
What is conditioning?
It's a program, a code
That your ancestors transmit to you
To survive through socialization.
We live in a divided world
Between nature and culture.
You are a biological body
And you're also a citizen.
To have a chance of surviving,
You need at minimum
Society or other humans
And resources, environment.
Nature obeys physical laws.
Culture obeys human code.
You must know how to find balance
Between matter and psychology.
Conditioning serves
To teach you culture
So that the community
Is interested in your survival.
If you don't obey the social principles
Of our desirable morality of good,
Your compatriots won't care
If you live or die of hunger.
Because they'll consider you
As an incorrect, immoral human.
It's your fault if you suffer so much
Because you don't obey the code.
Our beautiful cultural code in place,
The one that dictates behavior,
The politically very acceptable,
Controlled by the financial system.
But what do you do if ever
Your cultural program is based
On the destruction of nature,
On the enslavement of humanity?
If to be socially accepted
You must encourage genocides,
You must submit to beliefs
That don't care and abuse life.
How do you think you can reconcile
Your biology and psychosociology
If the two are in cruel war
In your super modern culture?
---
You know, my dear, my beautiful one,
The more I speak of these things,
The more I realize we're all
Caught in the same dilemma.
Each culture, each era
Tries to find this balance
Between surviving and thriving,
Between tradition and evolution.
Maybe the magical solution
Isn't in perfection
But in compassion
For our own contradictions.
---
Or how would you act
In the opposite situation
Where a very green activist
Wants to destroy culture?
Because he believes hard that
The real problem to solve
Is humanity itself
That must be controlled better.
An environmental activist
But not really very social.
Biology trumps ethical morality.
Nature is worth more than heritage.
And you, if you ask yourself this question:
What is more significant personally to you?
How do you guarantee in your perception
That we preserve, protect them both?
That nature remains in coherence
With our cultures, our societies.
That our humanity collaborates
With both to flourish, stay alive.
What does it look like exactly,
A logical conditioning of beliefs
That would carry the same respect
For biology and our social code?
What would a culture look like
Where you wouldn't have to choose
Between your survival and the future,
Between money and love?
Systemic coherence
Begins in this truth,
In this slightly confused paradox,
In a sociobiological humanity.
---
So do you understand a little better now
How this network of love is woven in there?
How your innate desires and challenges
Are part of the same fractal of shared life?
Do you feel the relief of surrender,
The letting go and abandonment
That comes with this connection
Between your body and psyche?
Do you understand what
The next right step is
To integrate this wisdom
Inside and outside of you?
Do you see more clearly
The direction to take next,
The one that is guided
By our innate essence?
Are you ready to love better
Your ancestors and humanity,
Your innate nature, your biology,
And our always emerging culture?
Can you realize now fully
That you've never been alone
In this war of opinions?
We're all on the same boat.
Everyone tries to find somewhere
The right recipe for coherence
Between their very natural identity
And their social number costume.
The problem is that some of us
Seem to believe it's universal
That there's one super perfect strategy
Of one globally unified culture for all.
That no matter what continent or land
You live, eat, love, cherish or exist on,
You should have the same core beliefs
As the white bosses in expensive ties.
---
Listen, my beautiful one,
I realize I sound wisely, somehow savvy,
Like I have all the answers,
But the truth is quite different, opposite.
I have my own blind spots and areas.
I have my own naked prejudices.
Maybe I criticize too much
What I don't know well.
Maybe in your beautiful reality
There are magnificent innovations,
Ways of living together peacefully
We never imagined or dreamed of.
Tell me what you've assimilated
From your travels and encounters.
What beauties have you discovered
In this complex modernity of survival?
---
After World War II, we innovated.
We created a global government,
Diplomacy and humanitarian aid
Of colonial cultural supremacy.
Soon it will be a century already
That the world order exists openly.
We nickname them with acronyms:
UN, UNICEF, ICAO, WHO, NATO, etc.
It's a well-established international government
That decides pretty much the whole game,
Geopolitics and global economy schemes,
Our health, our wars and our collective future.
It's a group of member states,
A beautiful community of elitists
Who look at countries and cultures
Like ignorant pawns on a chessboard.
Those who make peace interventions
By buying politicians, soldiers, kids
In foreign and sovereign countries
To tell them how to be more civil.
Those who think their values,
Their traditions, rules and beliefs
Were dictated by God himself,
So they can impose them by force.
Their logical constitutional book
Is the best political invention ever,
The summit of freedom, democracy.
All native savages worldwide must obey it.
They serve humanity with their progress
By implanting innovative techno-beliefs
In the gardens of other cultures,
In the souls of other people.
We have a world government
That enriches itself with violence,
With abuse of our shared nature
And of different nations, humans.
Our global economic system
Is based on war and corruption.
All multinational industries of nonsense
Make profits when the world goes mad.
When people have no money,
They start to get very hungry.
This visceral fear of survival
Leads them to fight each other.
So if I control all wealth in here,
I could starve anyone, anywhere
With a beautiful law or formula,
With manipulation and corruption.
This creates proxy destabilization,
Polarization of diverse ideologies,
Social and political disorder,
Entire population in suffering.
And when they're in real chaos, starving,
It becomes the super opportune moment
To sell them weapons and our bombs
That we produce in our local factories.
This way, in the eyes of our taxpayers,
We pass for charming "saviors"
Who help other countries defend
Their freedom, sovereignty, and peace.
---
But maybe I caricature in exaggeration
The absurd picture of it a bit too much.
Maybe these super respectful institutions
Have also done something good elsewhere.
Maybe in the novel complexity
Of this so interconnected world,
There are sincere, honest people
Who really try to help, to change.
Maybe from my forest,
I only see the problems
And miss the innovations
Emerging here and there.
What do you think, my dear,
You who have lived in both worlds?
Do you still see pure hope, faith
In this complicated time?
---
No one here seems to be able to truly know
What a healthy culture is, how to create it.
Their schools and hospitals are on strike,
But they think they hold the wise truth.
They have a local mental health crisis,
An omnipresent drug problem,
Children so sick and suicidal,
But their culture is apparently the best!
Before spreading your beliefs
Like clever viruses to other cultures,
Observe your reality and deep suffering.
Should you export it elsewhere, impose it?
Before considering yourself the navel
Of international supremacy of gods,
Make sure at least that your people
Have enough to eat and don't suffer.
Before building your elite schools elsewhere,
Ask yourself if your current school curriculum
Is psychologically and mentally safe enough
To guarantee our children's future health.
Before telling us how and why
To grow vegetables on our land,
Make sure you already know, on your soil,
How to care for and truly love our dear nature.
Before imposing your social order on us,
Make sure it's not hacked and rotten
That it's efficient and truly effective,
That it respects our nature and humanity.
---
Now you understand, my beautiful child,
Why love seems so complicated to you.
You're looking for a man your equivalent
In a reality that castrated them for nothing.
Or maybe not everywhere.
Maybe I'm exaggerating.
Maybe there are some
Who kept their inner fire.
Maybe your challenge
Isn't to transform them
But to recognize and love them
When they dare to cross your path.
---
You want to co-create magical universes
With a partner who can follow you nicely.
But most have learned to be silent
To obey, survive, and stop desiring.
Your wild heart calls for a true warrior
Who knows his power and assumes it.
Not a man broken by their system
Who fears his own dream of love.
You can't love them half-heartedly.
You who manipulate the reality of worlds
Need an equal and conscious accomplice
Who dances with you in this intensity.
So stop looking for authentic love
In places where you diminish yourself.
Stop pretending to be less than you are
To better reassure confused men.
Start by loving yourself totally,
Your gifts, your madness, your wild side.
Assume your creative power,
Even if it scares others.
When you radiate your true innate nature
Without shame, fear, or compromise,
You'll attract the one who can feel you,
The one who also seeks your infinity.
Maybe he'll come from another culture
Where men are still men who remember,
Where complementarity is sacred and divine,
Where love isn't such a ridiculous war.
Maybe he'll be from your origin,
A soul lover who'll recognize you,
Who'll understand your impossible games
And want to play love with you everywhere.
Or maybe you'll have to co-create
A man at your level, with patience,
By recognizing his sleeping greatness
And helping him awaken to himself, to you.
But first, my dear, before everything else,
You must reconcile love within yourself,
This war between who you truly are
And who you think you want and desire to be.
Your wild roots and your social culture,
Your need for love and independence,
Your creative power and vulnerability,
All this can dance and sing together.
You don't have to choose between loving and being free,
Between abandoning yourself to him and being sovereign,
Between your mission here and your radical femininity.
It's the same desire, same essence and the same source.
Your role isn't to save the world in transformation
By sacrificing yourself on the altar of service.
Your future is to live fully, unapologetically,
Your truth, your blissful love, your pure joy.
When you're aligned with your essence,
When you stop resisting who you are,
The world will reorganize around you,
And simple love will come naturally.
---
But listen to me well, my dear,
I realize I've spoken long and wide
As if I were the sage of the village.
But the truth has more nuances.
I too have my scars.
I too have my angers.
Surely that sometimes
They color what I say.
Maybe in your own universes,
There are beauties I don't see,
Magnificent, gorgeous co-creations,
Integral, authentic men in their power.
Maybe each generation
Must find its own desired way
Between tradition and modernity,
Between roots and flight into the void.
Tell me what you've adored, loved
In our journeys and our encounters.
What wisdom inspired you so much
To freely express your courage to be?
Because ultimately, my beautiful, my dear,
What matters is your happiness,
Your authentic blossoming
No matter what form it takes.
---
So my beloved granddaughter,
Take this wild wisdom I offer you,
But take it with true discernment.
Keep only what resonates within you.
Leave the rest if it doesn't stick right
To your truth, to your time over there.
Each generation composes, dances
Its own love song of inner desires.
Weave it into your beating, open heart,
This conversation and our transmission.
And dance your exotic soul movements
With the voices of your local space-time.
Remember who you are.
Remember where you come from.
Remember why you're here.
And love yourself enough to live it.
---
The granddaughter takes deep breaths, alive.
Her eyes shine with tears and understanding.
She feels something finally loosening in her,
A tension she's carried for so long, so closely.
Grandma, thank you for this honesty.
Thank you for sharing your doubts too.
It touches me that you acknowledge
That you don't know everything either.
It's true there's beauty in my world,
Men who haven't lost their strength,
Women who've found healthy balance
Between super career and perfect motherhood.
There are magnificent radical innovations,
Creative, exciting solidarities of sharing,
More inclusive ways of loving others
Than our ancestors ever imagined.
But you see very clearly too,
There's so much confusion,
So much naive suffering,
So much sad disconnection.
I think my generation, our culture,
Must take the best of both worlds.
Keep sacred nature's ancestral wisdom
And adapt it to current and future humanity.
Thank you, Grandma, thank you my ancestors,
For this powerful, such wise medicine.
I feel my deep roots strengthening.
I feel my wings spreading in open flight.
I understand now why
I've always felt so separate.
I was looking for my place in their world
Instead of creating my own, my desired dreams.
I understand why love flees from me.
I was chasing it with painful hidden fear
Instead of letting it come to me, to my soul,
Attracted by my magical, mystical essence.
I'll go home different, grown, smarter,
With this wisdom in my bones and flesh.
I'll stop fighting against emerging life
And start celebrating, loving myself.
I'll love my strange gifts,
My way of seeing too far,
My sensitivity that disturbs so much,
My total refusal to pretend and lie to myself.
I'll better honor my ancestors, their gifts,
And my intense, undisciplined nature.
I'll be woman in my unique way,
Wild, vulnerable, free, gentle, true.
And when love comes looking for me,
I'll be ready to receive it with joy
Not by begging or conquering,
But by expressing who I already am.
Thank you for these true stories.
Thank you for this transmission.
Thank you for weaving together
The threads of my ego's identity.
The circle of women draws closer
In a silently loud, open song.
Each recognizing in the other
The reflection of her own comic truth.
And in this sacred, unique moment
Between earth and sky, and our dreams,
An innovative tapestry is woven always,
Super multigenerational and eternal.
Where ancestral wisdom
Meets current modernity,
Where all questions find
Not fixed, boring answers,
But space to dance our souls better
In the beauty of pure shared mystery.
In the trust that each new generation
Finds its own path to magical love.
---
So tell me now sincerely:
What do you believe now?
What are you going to do next
With this embodied legacy?
Will you continue your journey
Carrying all this forward
To heal, to weave us,
To become the bridge?
Can you become the harmony
Between our nature and culture,
Between past, present and future,
Between humanity and our world?
Do you dare to love fully?
To surrender to your calling?
To play your most authentic role
As a sacred co-creator of emergence?
Even if it costs you your image,
Even if it shakes your reputation,
Will you choose to stay whole
Rather than well-behaved?
Will you sing again
With your full voice this time,
Letting it roar through generations,
Unapologetically and true as you feel it?
Do you see now,
Through all these voices,
It was never just me speaking
But the whole lineage within you?
We are the invisible threads
Of your belonging, becoming.
We are the fabric of your path.
We are you, woven across time.
You are the tapestry.
You are the secret weaver.
You are the loom, the thread,
The ancestral flame reborn again.
So take this gift, beloved adventurer,
This transmission of fierce tenderness.
Make it yours. Make it real. Make it funny.
Make it holy or not. Make it like you want it.
And never forget, my dear:
Your voice matters.
Your love transforms.
Your courage opens worlds.
We are with you, within, deeply, lovely.
We always have been, no matter what,
And we always will be holding you
In every breath of your becoming.

