Jesus Syndrome
- Kateryna Derkach
- Jul 3, 2024
- 6 min read
One of the things that always fascinates me is how present the archetype of Jesus is in our collective consciousness and how much this specific mental construct plays with us.
If Jesus is still a living consciousness today, he is potentially a hilariously funny being (or a very sophisticated 'system' of collective intelligence).
If you take time to truly observe in what kind of context and situations the Christ energy shows up, or why and what exactly happens when someone mentions this specific egregore in the shared space, you might see how clever and playful 'Jesus' is.
You might also notice how little you actually know about how this energy works and what it does in our collective field of awareness.
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Many people going through some sort of transcendence moments, spiritual awakenings, consciousness trips, drug ceremonies, or just very interesting mental self-created delusions, often come to meet Jesus energy in one way or another.
The fact that they do connect to the consciousness of Christ is not weird or unpredictable at all. It's kind of normal in the process of personal or systemic awakening. The real fun starts when the person starts associating personal meanings and interpretations to this specific vibration.
Some start believing Jesus has saved them. Some actually think they are the new incarnation of Jesus on Earth. Some think their new role is to save the new Jesus, even if they are not yet sure who he is exactly. Some think they are the ones who actually killed Jesus, so they should somehow find their redemption by spreading his word and re-establishing authentic faith in him.
No one actually knows what his actual words were and why his egregore still shows up today every time we have a 'spiritual' high or moments of energetic instability, but somehow 'woke' and awakened people start talking about Jesus as if he were their friend or spiritual ally.
Honestly, it's hilarious.
Jesus is not a spirit and is actually not a being either.
Jesus is a very powerful collective (mainly mental) egregore. Because of its power and scale on the mental level, it obviously has very interesting counterparts in the emotional, physical, and other planes of existence.
This being said, if you don't understand the system around the Jesus egregore, its mechanisms, and its dynamics purely on the mental level, you are at great risk of self-delusion and mental disorders.
If you don't see the power distribution of the Christ consciousness directly in the collective mental field, you will simply be lost, confused, and very scared when you meet Jesus for real during your mystical spiritual transcendence moments.
You will never be able to grasp the complexity of the Christ consciousness on the spiritual level if you don't fully process, comprehend, and integrate its wisdom on the mental level first.
When you actually take time to truly study the Jesus egregore and its decentralized 'network' of mental energy, you might realize how little you know about how it actually works.
Jesus is not a being or an individualized level of consciousness.
It's a hypercomplex, always transforming, living system of a lot of data, energy, and matter.
Jesus is actually a collective level of consciousness. Always was and still is. Seeing Jesus as a centralized power, a savior, a leader, a messiah, a guru, or any other type of individualized single-level consciousness or anything that is separate from the entire whole is completely missing the point of what Jesus is and what he is still trying to make us understand about his wisdom.
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Jesus syndrome is where the person starts believing they have some sort of personal, exclusive connection with him and/or that their mission in life has something to do with his consciousness.
The multitude of mental and spiritual distortions a human being can create when they start getting the proper connection with Christ level consciousness is truly mind-blowing and a bit scary.
When you are used to seeing yourself as an individualized point of awareness and self-realized all-powerful being, you might be very good and very clever with your 'I' and me-level consciousness. But you still have no idea what the multi-sources WE-level collective and systemic consciousness is or how it actually works.
Even when you have realized you are unlimited potential incarnated into form, you still need to learn how to see everything else around you as the same unlimited potential and power.
If you think you are in any way better, more evolved, more awakened, or more conscious than our collective field of consciousness is right now, you are still spiritually very immature and probably also very far from the actual complete awakening moment of your holistic personal system.
And you probably also have no idea what Jesus is and why you seem to develop some kind of personal and intimate relationship with him.
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When your consciousness opens for real to something bigger than yourself, your personal individuality is indeed transcended. You do start accessing the collective 'operational' system and the open informational network, and you can now play and manipulate collective-level consciousness with your own mind.
All of this is true.
But.
If you have not trained your mind for proper flexibility or developed the appropriate systemic thinking capacity prior to this 'awakening' or self-transcendence moment, you might literally go crazy.
If you start accessing the real Christ consciousness but have no idea how to operate in a place where there is no such thing as a higher power or 'boss' in the shared space, you will be severely destabilized and potentially even traumatized.
To really comprehend and integrate the consciousness of Jesus, you actually need to be able to unconditionally hold the diversity of the perspectives of the entire Humanity.
Your personal awareness must be able to radically include the sum of each individual consciousness and all the possible interactions and relationships between them. If you exclude anything from the whole, you are not in the collective level of consciousness anymore.
When you operate at the level of Christ consciousness, you realize that there is no such thing as the Source.
We live in a space where there is an infinite number of Sources. Each part of the whole has its own Source and also has exclusive access to the unlimited power of our collective energetic field.
Each individual consciousness has the entirety of the collective inside itself. And the collective is the expression of how well we all dance together and how skillfully we manage to co-create our shared reality in coherence with each part and the whole simultaneously.
If you think Jesus is judging or choosing what is right and what is wrong in this world, if you still have any line between good or bad in your own perception of reality, or if you believe he has some kind of preference between Light & Love or Darkness, you are stuck in a very corrupted mental program about the religious system around Jesus, and your experience has nothing to do with the actual connection to the Christ-level consciousness.
If you don't see Jesus as a multidimensional constellation of systemic and collective wisdom that has most likely nothing to do with you personally (you are just having Jesus syndrome, that's it), you are not being awakened to anything bigger than your own spiritual ego. You are not accessing real collective-level consciousness. You are being played as a novice and fooled by a very messed and confused mental egregore of religion and its deep systemic tentacles, not held in the loving arms of Jesus.
You can call yourself many names and you can also create all sorts of stories and very creative belief systems to feel better about yourself, but the truth remains, you are awakened and conscious to the exact same level as all of those who you still consciously and unconsciously judge in your personal consciousness, heart, or mind.
If you want to see how well you are connected to the real Jesus, observe how much of the world and humanity you can unconditionally love and accept as a part of yourself without trying to change or fix it.
Try to not see it as a part that needs your support, help, guidance, or service. But as a part that simply needs to remain connected to you as is, with all its pain and suffering. Try to truly feel it with them and not save them or teach them how to stop their illusory suffering.
A part that wants to be just witnessed in compassionate presence and not transformed by your personal sense of ignorance or unconscious cruelty.
Just try to hold the world inside yourself while completely surrendering to the fact that you have literally zero control over everything else except your own personal source.
Once you truly feel it fully and unconditionally, and once you truly see it all in each one of us with complete peace and bliss in your heart in front of what is and can actually sustain that level of awareness over time in your system, only then can you pretend to connect to the Christ-level consciousness.
But, once you are there for real, the funny part is, you will most likely stop talking about Jesus altogether.
You will simply sincerely and kindly laugh every time you hear someone mentioning his name with complete unawareness of who he actually is and why he still exists.
