Irrational Rationality
- Kateryna Derkach
- May 27, 2024
- 5 min read
One of the things that seems to elicit an interesting reaction in me is when people appear confused about what it means to be rational. Being rational simply means being in accordance with reason and logic.
The funny part is that so few actually know what logic is, yet they think they are being rational. Their understanding is often based on their own limiting beliefs and a poor grasp of the actual limits of our rational and irrational brains, and how these interact and co-create with each other.
I always find it amusing when I have 'mystic' conversations with people who start telling me, "What you're saying is not scientific or rational."
When they discover that I am actually an engineer and love science, they usually become even more confused and start thinking I've officially gone crazy.
But little do they know that what I say is highly scientific and very logical. I just don't perceive the order, mechanics, and dynamics of our shared consciousness through the lens of outdated science from the last century.
Some believe they understand logic because they got an A in their math and physics classes in high school or because they enjoy watching scientific documentaries on YouTube. Or because they logically fit into society with their very limited rational mind.
I once had a very passionate conversation about the magic of mathematics with a powerful economist. This was very eye-opening because it helped me understand the limitations of rationality.
If you believe that mathematical logic is the same as the mathematical schemes and formulas used in mainstream economics today, you will indeed be very confused about the state of this world and our shared system.
Economics is a very small percentage of the mathematical field of magic. Actual logic is an entire sub-system in mathematics that probably has a larger impact on our reality than economics does.
As simple as the study of numbers can show you how little you know about how to play with the universe of mathematics. And how far the limits of rationality can stretch if we skillfully combine wild mathematics and real-world physics.
Numbers can be rational and irrational, real and imaginary, positive and negative, whole and fractured. You can do crazy stuff with numbers: create patterns, series, and cycles. You can literally represent the entire field of your reality with only numbers. This is why it's so magical and also really mind-blowing.
The actual formula of the universe is:
Love = mathematics + mystery.
Almost everything can be explained by mathematics. The "almost" is important here.
This remaining part of the unknown is the actual mystery that keeps the game going on forever. We will never solve the mystery, because love is always exponentially expanding, and the mystery is always the unknown X in the formula.
The only control you have is actually on the mathematical part of that formula.
If you want more love in your life, you need to better master the divine mathematics and sacred geometry of your own reality.
If you are limited in how you perceive and what you can do with mathematics, the world will be very mysterious to you. It will most likely seem very irrational, and you might also lack the knowledge of how to increase the quality of love in your own personal life.
Mathematics is the understanding of how your own matrix of inner and outer reality works. If you want to change our shared reality or yourself personally, you need to change some deep formulas in the numerological aspect of our shared reality. You need to be coherent with the divine mathematics of this world.
This is also why many witches seem to have 'formulas' in the way they do things. Even if it seems very irrational and magical, they are actually using quantum-level mathematics to modify the shared field of reality.
The real witches (or potentially every single woman) are actually the most astonishing mathematicians in this world without even realizing it.
They use the power of their mind, heart, and body to co-create the coherent field of our shared reality. They know the formula! They can generate more love by playing and inventing more complex mathematics.
More complex mathematics are actually very rarely rational to the average human being today.
Quantum mechanics deals almost exclusively with very complex and macro-level mathematics.
To better comprehend how it works, we need to increase our capacity of perception, specifically the number of possible perceptions.
Usually, we consider our own perspective only and do what is best for us. Sometimes, we include the perspective of our partner, making choices by considering two different perspectives as well.
It's a bit like having two personalities in you: yours and your partner's, and trying to find a coherent outcome to create something that makes sense to both.
For most people, playing a duo is a normal part of reality and they can do this. Sometimes we call this a compromise in a couple. It's similar but not the same. I actually don't believe in compromises. A compromise is actually unconscious. It's where we make the deal to both remain blind to what we don't want to see.
I believe in systemic coherence. This is where compromise becomes a conscious choice. This is the real win-win situation and strategy when we play the game of shared reality.
But systemic coherence is even more difficult to attain than an agreement or a conscious compromise in a more complex system than it is in a couple.
Let's say you are the boss of a small team of four people.
If you want to be systemically coherent, your brain needs to be able to process and unconditionally accept at least five perspectives: each member of your team and you.
Differently put, you need to be able to process five different personalities in your own system and make them harmonious. When you develop this kind of multiple-level coherent perspective, you start understanding the quantum nature of our reality.
When you play with five independent beings with unique perspectives to ensure the overall coherence of your 'team,' things are much more complex and challenging. It's not linear or polar anymore. It's also very rarely 'rational' to the person used to considering only their own perspective.
This level of coherence-based systemic wisdom is very rare in this world.
This is why most 'bosses' seem impersonal and careless about you personally. Because they are unable to hold the totality of your perspective in their own system and mind.
Your boss also most of the time thinks in terms of systems. He thinks about himself and his business. You are a part of his business, so yes, he does care about you. But his perspective of you is very limited to what he can perceive of you within the box of his business.
If you contribute 10% of your personal energy to your team or his business, well, your boss will be able to include only 10% of you in his own perception and decision process as well.
If a boss wants to be truly successful and coherent in the existing system, he actually needs to be able to intimately understand the perspective of each one of his team members, as well as each of his clients or other partners.
To be perfectly coherent with the entire network of his relationships, he would need to develop a serious personality disorder or simply upgrade his brain and nervous system to a more skillful capacity of processing the energy and information of multiple and independent perspectives simultaneously.
The more you show up authentically and share who you truly are with the whole, the more others can include your personal and unique perspective in the holistic web of our collective co-creation process.
Radical authenticity and the capacity to play with multiple perspectives simultaneously are the two main keys to drastically increase our ability to see the astonishing and multidimensional rationality behind the wild magic of this world.
You are the one to decide where the limit is between rational and irrational. And this limit actually defines the level of love you can feel in your heart.
