Interrupted Transformation

Between being and non-being lies a threshold

A liminal space where transformation happens

Where what was becomes what is yet to be

The sacred alchemy of existence itself.

In this dance of becoming and dissolving

We find the rhythm of the universe at play

Sometimes flowing seamlessly like water

Sometimes caught suspended in a prison.

Some souls choose to die before they live

It might sound like a very strange concept

Many still don't get the existential paradox

Of the vastitude of all our interconnections.

Some souls might be here with no end date

Some already know when and how they'll leave

Some are waiting to be taken by the ‘’heavens’’

And some make other wild conscious choices.

Some have already died and still came back

Some were reborn in other physical shapes

Some maybe never learned to be fully alive

They are maybe unborn without even knowing.

It's funny how people are scared of the unknown

In reality there is only one thing that is certain

No matter who you are, when, what, how and why

You will most likely come face to face with death.

Even if you believe you are immortal, timeless

And if you have transcended your ego for real

This would probably mean you know already

That something "dies" every time you breathe.

The idea of Life has been always around

What does Life even mean since we talk about it?

Isn't it simply existence of patterns and cycles?

If so, wouldn't everything be alive forever?

If everything is a simple transformation process

If Universe and Nature always expand and evolve

If there is ultimately no creation or destruction

What are you if not the interconnected whole?

And if you are the combination of your relations

If your existence is defined by a web, not a form

What if the only truth is endless wild evolution

Where neither death nor life are completely real?

What if existing is an art of your imagination

What if you are the master of all rules and laws

What if you are the one to decide and choose

How much you want to feel dead or be alive?

What if you are already both, soul and spirit

What if you possess flexibility and freedom

To move everywhere as you wish and desire

To transform shared reality and your own self?

What if you are the director of your movie?

What if you are the creator of your beliefs?

What if you are the engineer of your issues?

What if you are the architect of your dreams?

What if you already know how to fly and travel?

How to shift and play with space-time itself?

What if you already know that all is an illusion?

And this is precisely why it is so much fun to live.

What if you don't even care what is real?

As far as you are healthy, safe and happy

The useless "data" you call logical reason

Makes literally zero difference to our heart.

What if you have full potential of the creator

What if you can be any kind of God you want

What if you mastered both order and chaos

What kind of reality would you build for yourself?

How would it be different from what you got

What would you change and transform there

If you had all the power of entire impossible

How would you modify your code of experience?

Be very careful and wise about what you think

Make sure you are willing to take responsibility

For the world you create in your deep dreams,

Be certain this is exactly how you want to live it.

You might be a creator, but you are still ignorant

You highly underestimate your own clever power

You think if it's only in your head, it doesn't matter

But you couldn't be more wrong about this truth.

Many took refuge in your deep crazy mind

Many trusted blindly your courageous heart

Many have surrendered to the wild wisdom

Of your body playing with very dangerous fire.

So how do you authentically differentiate them

Is that wild cat dead, undead, born or unborn?

How do you even know which one you are now?

Maybe you are all in one everywhere at once?

If consciousness has no end or start

If it's the same story for the unconscious

If everything always existed and forever will

How do you know where in the process you are?

The very funny thing is you don't really know

You have no means to verify it to be fully sure

Maybe you have already died endless times

Or maybe you haven't even been fully born yet.

Regardless of if you prefer science or religion

Both come to the exact same conclusion

Our shared reality is a masterpiece of illusions

You are both, the observer and the observed.

Everything is a construct of what we believe in

You project into the world your own deep self

Nature plays with you very hilarious games

To make you remember what you forgot.

Can Nature completely disappear or die?

Can we destroy the essence of togetherness?

Can we extinct the interconnected network

Of pure energy always in transformation?

So what is all the fuss and fear about

If there is nothing else but Life evolving?

Why do we resist so much to trust her?

Why can't we surrender to her wisdom?

Why do we want to overpower our Nature?

Why do we want to control pure emergence?

Why are we so scared of transformative chaos?

Knowing already, this is how Life always danced.

Transformations and even transmutations

Have always existed and always will on this path

The only real choice and decision you have

Is whether you surrender to it or keep resisting.

There is precious wisdom in not letting go

Don't even try to resist your own resistance

You will not be able to fight what is not yet ready

To transform, to evolve or to change form.

The resistance is there to help you go further

It's like a secret package with more resources

By properly unpacking, collecting the gifts inside

The resistance becomes your best ally and help.

Usually, transformation is a simple process

You want something to evolve from state A to B

You need to have clarity on those parameters

And you need to fully commit to make it happen.

There is only one real danger in transformation

It's when you are already engaged in the process

But instead of going all the way to the point B

Or go back ‘’home’’, you get stuck in-between.

This is what I call the interrupted transformation

This is the "limbo" zone, the fracture of spacetime

This is something that you don't want to be in

It's not fun and it might make you suffer a lot.

How and why would one get stuck in there?

Why would anyone stop in the middle of change?

What could possibly be their resisting challenge

To be neither completely dead nor fully alive?

How intense, weird and wild their soul must be

To forget where it's going and from where it came

To decide to stay there, in the middle of nowhere

To resist the natural flow of our ongoing change.

Where is the wisdom of interrupting the process

We know it creates much suffering, loss and grief

We know that by breaking the cycles of the order

We fragment the field and encourage separation.

No possible reconnection without separation

We are all coming from something fully whole

If nothing was ever fragmented and divided

Our existence would be meaninglessly boring.

The circle must be broken and crack open

If we want to make the playing field wider, deeper

If we want to transcend our outdated suffering

We need to get outside our own habitual prison.

To build coherent systemic interconnections

Those that don't make sense must disconnect

To not overload the circuits with too much power

We need to make choices what to separate.

This is the essence of the paradox of betrayal

No matter who you are, what you do and why

At some point you will be the one in charge

Of connecting and disconnecting relations.

And when you go through this process fully

You might understand a very clever wisdom

To evolve, to create, to liberate and to be alive

You have no choice but to betray something.

Without act of betrayal there is no separation

Without separation, no possible differentiation

Without boundaries and limits of our membranes

We would not be able to experience our reality as is.

The concept of Life itself would be impossible

Nature wouldn't have any shape or real form

All the frequencies will be like endless ocean

Stillness. Silence. Nothingness and Wholeness.

Betrayal creates a distortion and contraction

A needed ingredient to condense the power

To give any structure and "stability" to matter

You have no choice but to "betray" the vibration.

To give any coherent order to the physical reality

You need to be able to bend and shape the light

You need to build holding systemic architectures

That will give the desired expression in the visible.

When we talk about the transformation process

It's basically mastering the energy-matter loops

It's about physical structures becoming a vibration

It's about using pure energy to build tangible forms.

But. There is a secret parameter hidden in there

It's not only energy and matter dancing together

There is also a key concept called the Information

To be understood for a successful transformation.

Information is deeply interconnected to both

The particle and the wave will have some data

The data doesn't behave under the same rules

That we are used to in our "gravitational" reality.

And this is very important to properly comprehend

This is exactly why so many "energetic" wizards

Might become crazy in their head and even sick

If they have no idea what frequency and data loop is.

They might be playing reiki style with their hands

They might be even very legit miraculous healers

They might even know how to create the impossible

But they have no logical explanation why it works.

They pollute their nervous system with naked data

This is not knowledge or wisdom, it's just random

They manipulate raw energy mostly unconsciously

Without understanding its behavioral dynamics.

And this could become dangerous and painful

For both the energy workers and their clients

Their healing practice might create confusion

That will at some point make the system suffer.

It's like playing with intense fire without knowing

That you can burn yourself and the entire village

It's like creating energetic bombs in our open field

And having no idea why and how they might explode.

Would you get into an airplane and fly over the sea

If the engineer behind told you it works by magic?

He trusts the ‘’vibes’’ and knows how to meditate

So, there is no need to comprehend the process?

A metal bird you take to travel and move across

Was literally considered impossible to think about

Something that would go up and move so fast

Yet this magic was possible only thanks to logic.

No matter how much you believe you can fly

If you have no idea where your open wings are

If you don't know how to master them safely

Your flights will probably not be that much fun.

You need to sense what you feel.

You need to feel what you know.

You need to know what you sense.

It's all about body-heart-mind coherence.

If you forget at least one of those parts

Let's say you don't care about emotions

The body and mind health are your thing

That's perfect, but you're not yet efficient.

This chronic omission of your own heart

Might become very problematic with time

Your entire consciousness will overwork

To compensate for this key mechanism.

Your body and your mind might suffer

Without even understanding why or how

You are smart, successful and all powerful

And yet the numbing of the heart stops you.

The exact same logic and rational applies here,

If you are not that "mental," you mainly feel it

You maybe use your physical form as instrument

But you honestly don't care about your mind.

Dangers are the same regardless the scheme

Trinity of matter-energy-data is holographic

You need to respect all the interconnections

Honor the systemic coherence of the whole.

So, to transform whatever you desire simply

Just be authentic from where you are coming

Have clear intention of where you are going

And cultivate your courage to not get stuck.

Remember that all life is a simple transformation

A constant flow of random endings and beginnings

The only true catastrophe is not the change of chaos

But remaining trapped between what was and will be.

The interrupted transformation teaches us

That courage isn't found in avoiding the void

But in passing through it with open awareness

Embracing both the terror and wonder of becoming.

When you find yourself in that liminal space

Neither here nor there, neither this nor that. Or both.

Know that this too is part of the sacred journey

The universe exploring itself through your experience.

The wisdom waits in completion of infinite cycles

In honoring both what must die and what is born

In the willingness to move through the unknown

And transform interruption into transcendence.