Iniladnuk

Some people believe I get my high-quality spiritual experiences from Kundalini. But no, I am not. I get very high and ecstatic from the exact opposite of Kundalini.

You live in a universe of coherence and harmony. If there is an energy current that goes up your spine, there must certainly be another energy 'pipe' that goes down as well.

There is no end to the up or the down. The idea is to find a sweet spot for you between the up and the down. At what level do you want to be, and to which other levels do you want to consciously access?

If you always go up, you will eventually become empty space and nothing else. In the real high, you are truly One, but it's not very fun to be there all by yourself. So, you will go back down at some point.

Kundalini brings you up. You access more energy, more data, more freedom, more space—more of whatever you want.

But it's super unstable. It's ephemeral and very volatile. It has many interesting things, but it does not have wisdom and it does not have meaning.

When you go down, you actually structure and give meaningful order to the data and the energy you accessed during the Kundalini trip. You need to go down and ground to the Earth everything you took from the Void when you were up.

This is essentially what we call the embodiment process. You can have the 'spiritual' high surfing the Kundalini and you can also have the deep 'body' orgasm of flying on Iniladnuk.

The real master knows how to do both. They go up and they also come back to the ground and the real down.

The more they consciously master this dance of up and down, the more pleasure and fun they will have in Life.

The problem is that coming down is way harder and way scarier than going up. This is why we sell a lot of retreats to help you wake up your Kundalini and take you on a proper trip to the astral planes to satisfy your cheap desires for empty, meaningless travel to the unconscious.

We very rarely sell you the opposite because it is way more complex and also way more uncomfortable.

To go up, you don't need to put in much effort yourself. If your guru is really good at mastering the astral planes, he can bring you up very easily and very fast.

This being said:

No matter who brings you up and how high, the path of going down is actually your responsibility and your personal challenge.

What you manage to embody in your physical form from all the energy and data you accessed during the Kundalini high will define and show your actual mastery of your own self and your abilities in our shared reality.

The high is not actually real. It gives you flexible knowledge and a lot of new energy. But it's your job and responsibility to transform all of that into structured wisdom and inner coherence in your own physical body.

Bringing the energy from the Heavens into the density of the Earth is a very interesting journey.

One way I could explain this is by using the map of consciousness from the model David Hawkins developed.

If you go to the very high levels of frequency and get very close to the Ultimate Consciousness, you must realize that at some point during your journey, you will be forced to bring all this energetic charge of the ultimate consciousness to the ground again.

At some point, you will go back on your journey. You will consciously go through the process of contraction, and you will experience all the low-frequency emotions to get back to the 'starting' point.

Now,

You can make your adventure of coming back to the Earth very suffering for you. Or, you can learn how to embody yourself with real pleasure and fun.

If you truly master all of the low-frequency emotions and you are wise enough to not get stuck at any of the stages of awareness or levels of consciousness for too long, you can potentially feel all of human experiences with all of the high-frequency emotions simultaneously.

So yes, you might feel extreme grief or apathy, but you will also feel at the same time its high-vibe equivalent, which is Peace and Joy.

If you have become Omega, you now must learn how to become the Alpha again. And vice-versa.