Transparency

I notice that when I hear this word in my fields, it tickles a very curious and sensitive space within me. It's a concept that is part of my core values, and I really hold onto it! But it's also part of the concepts that have made me travel to the most terrifying and traumatizing spaces in this vast fractal of shared reality.

I also increasingly realize that the way this property and physical quality is lived and danced in my personal life (and even professional) is much more 'multi-textured' that I might not understand what it really means.

The etymology of the word Transparency: From the Latin trans, beyond, through, and parere, to appear, to show oneself. According to dictionaries, one can find things like:

·       the quality of being easily perceived and seen through,

·       perfect accessibility of information,

·       the quality of letting light pass so that objects behind can be distinctly seen

·       characteristic of not hiding anything, of not concealing anything

To date, it makes sense. OK, I understand why I hold onto this value so much after all. And yet. The deep questioning is still alive in me. Can one be too transparent? Can one let too much information and too much light pass that ultimately it does more harm than good? Is 'opacity' less noble and less beautiful than being transparent? What are the different levels of transparency? Like, in the scale on Photoshop, where one can add transparency from 0 to 100% on an image. How are these different percentages of transparency experienced and lived in my own perception of reality, in my relationships, and in my personal journey?

A few weeks ago, I walked with a friend along the canal, and we took a moment to observe together the incredible quantity of spider webs everywhere between the metal bars. It was crazy. It was a bit like a natural fence! With the light of the Moon and the city streetlights, it was really beautiful to see. It was a rainbow fence co-created by Nature before our eyes! Nothing less. And at the same time, we both felt little 'chills' down our spines as we looked at this scene.

I wouldn't want to be caught in there, we said to each other. It's too much! It sticks everywhere, yuck, it's disturbing, and I just don't like the effect it has on me inside... I especially don't want to imagine having that on my skin. Is it fear? Disgust? Or maybe a different tone of desire?

What are my conditioning structures that are activated in my nervous system when I have this strange and somewhat unsettling feeling? What are my memories, my burdens, my personal circuits that resonate with this feeling that I am currently experiencing? Why can't I help but look at these fence-webs made by the spiders (MADE Local for Free with Love) that are so magnificent and splendid...AND, at the same time, I have the same feeling as in the peak moment of a horror movie that clearly triggers a rather intense biochemical 'reaction' in my physical body. Am I a masochist?

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A little parenthesis is needed!

(I just discovered that one of the definitions of the word 'masochist' is: Being complete, completed, finished! AND... the root of the word from Latin sapidus = ("delicious, wise").

Hahaha, but I'm laughing my head off. SEX is literally everywhere in this world! It's the only Physical Law that needs to be mastered properly! In this Reality, we're all in a beautiful orgy of Suns that have forgotten where the line between pleasure and pain lies...

We just forgot how to Make Love intelligently, synchronously, and coherently with the entire Reality we share together. Hm. That's very VERY interesting. But, a bit off topic for now. Let's get back to Transparency.

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During this moment of connection with my friend and the fence-webs, we noticed something very interesting. It's all a matter of the angle from which you look at the scene! When we took a few steps to the side and changed our point of observation to have a good Alignment between the light source and our eyes, there's a specific point where, in fact, we no longer see the fence-web! All the lines become completely transparent, and even though we know that this very large, dancing, and disgusting spider web is still there, we don't see it anymore! It's fascinating.

So, by putting our bodies in Motion to move through Space and by changing our angle of Perception, we can change what we observe, what we feel, and even alter the Reality we experience! So, the transparency scale from 0 to 100% in Photoshop exists in Nature! And we activate it by moving our bodies and changing the angle AND the direction of our gaze!

Damn. That's actually way too cool! Would that mean that Everything is potentially transparent and opaque at the same time?

It's all just a matter of posture, positioning, and... Openness! This reflection makes me think of the Moon. Throughout the month, it moves and dances in the sky. It's never the same and not exactly always in the same place. It changes angles relative to the light source, the Sun, and relative to us. It changes the percentage of visibility of what we can See. Cycles and Rhythms or what. It's simple and even magical, in fact.

When it's the new Moon, we don't see it. We know it's there, but we don't see it! It's transparent! In some traditions, it's considered the beginning, the moment of intentions, the moment of deep reflection and meditation. Because when the Moon is transparent, we can better see the light of our own inner source. There are fewer fluctuations and external (and astral) influences. When it's the full Moon, then we find it beautiful! We see it! There, it Dances!

It's majestic. It's captivating, it's romantic, and it's splendid. It's Dreamy!

And apparently, we become a bit 'crazy'. It's during the full Moon moments that the most bizarre and just WTF accidents end up in the emergency rooms... and in greater numbers than usual. It's during these moments that reality is so intense that we don't really know where we end and where the other begins. It's there that we are so delirious that simply living in the moment (and with our senses) can become a true multidimensional orgasm!

It's there that we understand much better the interconnectedness of things in the web of human relationships. And potentially with non-human entities (if it's the delirium of some of us). So, the degree of transparency of the Moon potentially induces movements within me, in the other, and in my perceived reality that literally change the whole picture I'm observing in front of me, and even how I 'feel' it and how 'deep' it is in my body.

Ah Ha! That's how we play with Density! But, it's just fascinating and ecstatic, isn't it! (Ah! Physics, seriously, I adore you! Thank you for bringing so much clarity and pleasure into my exploration of the worlds).

Mathematically speaking, it's very simple! That's high school level stuff! We could make a graph to 'map' the phases of the Moon and the statistics of social behaviors + our personal journals, and we would have a fairly 'transparent' picture of What the Hell is going on in Here. And we could really have a lot of Fun together mastering this kind of information!

But, it's not that simple...I'm sure a lot of people have already made this kind of graph quite studiously and elaborately. And not just about the Moon... And yet, we understand less and less what's going on in this world and why nothing makes sense anymore.

One of the very interesting things about the Moon is that it seems to have a very intimate (and quite mysterious) relationship with women. As if by magic (and very simple mathematics), women's menstrual cycles are (normally) in resonance and in harmony with the cycles of the Moon. They dance Together, and it's beautiful to see!

Over the past few years, I've been more into observing my menstruations and the hormone games that happen inside me throughout this cycle. I had charts and theses worthy of a real PhD candidate or something (or a girl a bit too weird in the head)! And there, I also saw the great Dance taking place (a bit too astral for my taste, but hey, everyone has their trip) and my personal interaction with it depending on whether I'm in my 'periods' or ovulating. I also noticed the incredibly profound impact of contraceptives on the different movements of my emotions, thoughts, and moods in my being. And even my physical health and my career! It's a real game changer literally at all levels of existence!

I also talked to many women about their personal experiences with 'moons', contraceptives, and simply their physical/sexual, emotional, and mental health throughout these various cycles as majestic as they are simple. I learned that there are women who haven't menstruated for years and even decades in some cases. Many of them aren't even 30 years old...I learned that there are women who are afraid, ashamed, and disgusted by their 'periods' that 'show up' without warning every month (or not) and make them less 'productive' and more 'crazy' in society.

I learned that there are women who know and feel very well the impacts of contraceptives and their relationship with menstruation in general on their overall health and their inner power, but they dare not talk about it to their doctor, their boss (and even in some cases their partner or their mother). And why would they do that? It's a social norm, it's 'medically tested and approved', it's simpler that way, everyone does it... Who cares anyways?

I learned that there are men who absolutely understand nothing about this very logical and mathematical cycle to better accompany women and society in general on this evolutionary path we're all walking together.

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A little parenthesis that I can't help but make:

(Seriously, it's for your own good dear men that you should become like a real scientist to understand this Natural cycle in women AND to ensure that it is in harmony, in resonance, and in coherence with everything else! It's a concept of technological development, strategic design, and systemic innovation, that would excite any engineer in this world...

It's (for real) very simple and quite science-fiction Netflix-style! It's just stupid not to take advantage of it and for our serenity and your pleasure!)

Parenthesis over.

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It made me profoundly sad to learn all these things about menstruation, about our social conditioning with it, and how ignorant we are as a society of such an obvious fact! We have a personal (and collective) Superpower that every woman has unlimited access to, and we do nothing with it! In fact, we disturb and disrupt it by using very mediocre 'science' and our totally absurd beliefs about it.

If we really understand what it means as Power and how it works for real, we literally have access to a structure of Perfect coherence (and a source of free and unlimited energy), but we don't care at all and collectively! We have one of the tools and natural technologies in our physical bodies capable of things like transformation, transmutation, metamorphosis, healing, and even pleasure. We were born WITH! We were born for THAT!

It's in our face, it's obvious for real. And, we totally don't care collectively! We prefer to invest billions in 'high-tech' science and pharma companies to make people 'healthy' and to 'save' our planet. Because it generates GDP, and it creates jobs! And we just don't give a damn about simple, free, and very powerful things that are already in abundance in our own bodies and in our garden!

If we're in sync and we learn the Rhythm of Life, Health is just obvious! It's an emerging property of a globally coherent system! And, in addition in this space, the real Regeneration of our cells and of the Earth is possible and can be very rapid (and even orgasmic). Again, it's just math and physics! And, in addition, it's within reach for each of us.

At one point, I started analyzing both cycles simultaneously, the one of the Moon and mine. Both curves on the same graph with my own quite sophisticated and diversified database. And, there! Clarity! OK, I see now! This, this makes a lot of sense actually!

In Nature, women and men dance in Harmony and in Coherence with the pre-established Cycles and Laws. In a 'wise' and prosperous society, everyone should understand the basics of Physics 101. When two frequencies are not in harmony, the signal distortion occurs, and we no longer understand anything in our graphs trying to understand reality. And that's when we become sick and that's when we suffer individually and collectively! It's chaos everywhere! It's confusing on the mental level, and it really makes no sense on the emotional level.

It's the same thing in music. When we're not in rhythm and on the right note, it annoys everyone in the room, the ears bleed, the teeth clench, it irritates, and it can even offend people! (The musical ear is not given to everyone, you know... at least not to understand all the sounds and hear all the tones).

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We are all subject to telluric and electromagnetic forces on the scale of the entire Universe. Even the smartest and most vicious of this world! Everyone dances to this Rhythm! It's the music score of 'true' very logical and very Cartesian Science! Either you're in the Rhythm, or you're not. It's as simple as that. It's a scale and a level of Authority that even I (well not Me, more the completely derailed and independent rebel in me), I wouldn't dare to challenge this kind of Order while playing the shared Reality game!

Nature is a very simple, very efficient, and quite 'mind-blowing' program. She understands how to play with the different energy currents and the different physical forces with hallucinating precision! She is resilient, adaptable, flexible, and fucking creative! And in addition, the icing on the cake, instead of consuming natural resources to evolve and grow, she creates them by doing it! When she evolves and expands, she creates infinite Abundance, and she does it for free!

Nothing is created, Nothing is lost, Everything is transformed is a physical law that always holds true here, but Nature is a next-level witch who is actually able to create Matter by making Love to the Cosmos to generate Abundance (and pleasure) for humans and their gardens! All the fucking AI in this world can go to sleep in front of such a structure of coherence and level of creativity. For real... And for a long time!

From a slightly more 'nerdy' perspective, Nature balances and regulates Entropy between the different energy currents to make Life on Earth possible and enjoyable! The more we have fun being an all-powerful and 'intelligent' Engineer with Nature, the more we make the whole global system completely unstable and unpredictable. You don't 'fuck' with Nature if you don't know how to make her feel good and how to make sure she creates Life instead of destroying it.

Your job is to help her regenerate, thrive, and bloom (so you can literally survive and live), and not to 'challenge' her in the very stupid Game of who's the strongest!

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In short, the deviation from the subject of Transparency is quite complex after all. I didn't expect that at all! But, wow. What a journey! Thank you rainbow-fence webs for allowing me to See that, in fact, Transparency is a simply fascinating and literally present property Everywhere. If Everything were always transparent, we wouldn't see anything! We would simply be blinded by the Light! We would be all alone in a white room. That would be boring to death!

So, thank you my dear Moon for 'blinding' us a little from time to time and for allowing us to keep a bit of 'mystery' to continue playing this Great Game a little longer and with a bit more fun.

Thank you, Nature, for your most fascinating Technology, for allowing us to become 'opaque' from time to time so that we can see each other, hear each other, taste each other, feel each other, and touch each other.

And finally, thank you Science, for the wisdom, structure, clarity, precision, and logic that you inspire within me. Thank you for giving me a Peace of Mind that I've been searching for so long and in so many different spaces.

It's just hilarious how simple it is! And it's quite 'mind-blowing' how much my body and my Physical Matter love it!